So I've been having computer issues so I haven't been on in like 2 weeks, shortly after I got my first bf. At the time, I felt bad that I got so nervous when he held my hand. Well, it's way better now. Last weekend I watched a movie with him and his family and we cuddled together and I was falling asleep on his shoulder which he said he thought was cute. The same thing happened last night.
Basically we've done almost everything non-sexual except for kiss. But he texted me and said that if...

I misses it...
One of my biggest time wasters

My bf and I held hands for the first time today But I was like way nervous and he texted me later saying so. But he was really sweet and said it's understandable. I just like him SOO much. And I can't help getting nervous.
It's such an amazing feeling, the liking him part. It's almost the same feeling as I get in my stomach when I'm nervous, but it's in my heart and that makes it feel good. It's so new and amazing to me.
I feel a little bad though because of what we've been texting...

My bf is so amazingly sweet! First of all he asked me if it was ok to change our status on facebook or if it was too early. Then he talked to me about holding my hand and wanted to make sure it was ok with me (he even said we could practice). Then he just told me that if he's going too fast for me to let him know! He's just so nice how he asks me and makes sure it's ok with me. He's awesome. And he wanted to let me know that people will probably freak out a little when they see us holding hands,...

Well, I officially have a bf now! We're going on our first date this weekend, but we're officially in a relationship now. We talked about it and we both are ok with people knowing. We haven't even held hands yet, but probably will tomorrow
SOOOOOOOOO excited to have my very first bf!

Ok, well Tyler and I are going out this weekend.
And:
-he asked me to winter formal
-asked if my "husband" would be jealous (it's a joke, my "husband" is really just my friend (and a girl))
-said his mom really wants to meet me
-joked that dating me is dangerous

Dating!!!!! EEEEEEE! I'm very excited!!!! I've never even been on a date before and now I'm dating someone. Hehehehehehe. I can't stop smiling. This is the happiest...

It's beinging to get so hard having this long distance between Tommy and I. I think it would be a lot easier if he was home a little more often or had time to talk to me but he's been so busy with work that there has been little to no time to talk to me. Sure I understand that he's been busy working and that he's getting money to move here and that he's trying to do all he can right now so when he tells them that I'm going to come visit in April they'll hopefully give him the time off...but as of...

Frustration begins to set in as more things begin to go wrong in my life. Sure maybe they are simple things that I have no control over but that's the point on why they are so frustrating. First it was the snow, sure it was nice for a few days to have that sparkly white stuff all about but then two weeks into it and 20+ inches later it just beings to get a bit old. Next was the rain and flooding that is still effecting us as of right now. Roads are closed left and right and it's hard to get out...

Ok, well I was afraid to tell my friend Ellie who I like because I was worried she might tell him, which isn't the worst thing, but I'm not quite ready for that yet and I'd rather he hear it from me.
Well she spent the night and was joking about that I was texting my "lover" and my brother, Nick, thought she was serious and asked if he knew I liked him. Ellie then got curious and kept pestering me until I told her. I shouldn't have given in, but she's my friend and I know I should...