You ever watched or witnessed something that humbles you? not just a face that makes you cry or a stomach filled with worms but a fact that just changes your perspective...even if it is momentary [for you cool people lol jk]. today i'm watching a documentary named, "A No Child Left Behind Report Card." These kids are still kids in 12th grade. They don't have parents or a home. They don't have friends or a clue what love/friendship could be. No resources. You know, it's so easy to say "nothing"...

everyday i look at her and i can't be with her. everyday i eat friggin lunch with her. I eat lunch with her! and she smiles at ME. everyday i touch her hand accidentally and she snatches away with a giggle and blush. everyday she catches me looking at her at that lunch table when she's talking and i just can't turn away. But i know i can't have her and the reason is greater than the both of us. Greater than any kind of interaction her and i can have. I'm in love with God. And not only that but,...

right i really need to let things out so here goes...

got a meetin with head of year and mum i hav to tell mum everythin whast wiv head of year = stressful upsettin

tomoz is study day meanin we work at home and hav meetin with parents and tuor bout school. = talkin bout how im failin in all lessons and the fact that im never happy.

close friend has started SHin and another has got addicted and cant stop= all my fault they only SH because they saw it destressed...