I never thought I'd feel this way about someone...well, I did but I didn't imagine it would be so wonderful! I feel like I am so incredibly lucky to have such a fantastic, amazing boyfriend. Ever since we started going out I've thought this, but now even more. So I just had one of the best trips of my life. We went to a city 6 hours from my school to see 3 plays. We were there for 2 days. This is how everything went:
Tyler and I got to sit together on the way there, tried to sleep but it wasn't...

Give me a mattress a tv a fan.... it's all I want anymore...

byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye


I still hurt... so fucking much.
I want to dissolve....

Im stuck.
im fed up of moaning bout my life but heres one more.

My family can't stop arguing and they always blame me for the arguement starting.

I have been tryin to stop self harming but i can't im doing it every night and i don't really know why.

School isn't going well i can't focuse in lessons i even fell asleep in one.

Study day is coming up and my dads coming im scared dad will go mental when he hears whats been happening and he...

Careless cold gerk genius assle freaking hell deamon cold gestures and blank look ever staring at infinity ever reflecting nothingness ever spreading fear in the black hearts as a beam of sunlight in vampiers world...as a stream of water in devils'hell.......cold and senseless nothing can move an emotion revive retrive it from its eternal grave....him: '.my shreded soul reflecting in me my killed passion burried inside of me and the endless pain pouring in the vessles every second torturing this...