I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lyin' here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
the night goes on
as I'm fadin' away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

Everybody's...

I can remember the very first time I cried How I wiped my eyes and buried the pain inside All of my memories - good and bad - that's past Didn't even take the time to realize

♫

Starin' at the cracks in the walls Cuz I'm waiting for it all to come to an end Still I curl up right under the bed Cuz its takin' over my head all over again

I'm sorry mum i take back everything i said about you!
get well soon!
please pull through
<3

YOU ARE SUCH A BITCH. I WISH YOU NEVER GAVE BIRTH TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GO DIE!!!!!!!

so i'm at my mates house taking a break frm home for the night. cant be doing with putting on a brave face infront of mum!
gonna sleep well tonight because i wont have the memories from my room from something....
hate feeling like i do right now.
deppression can go die for all i care. ffs =[

Alright listen, I need you to focus
I need you to go dig deep in your mind, this is important
We are going to perform an experiment of a sort
I'm going to have to ask you to bare with me for a moment
Now I need you to open your mind, your eyes - close em'
You are now about to be placed under my hypnosis
For the next 4 and a half minutes
We are going to explore into your mind
To find out why you're so fuckin jealous
Now why do they make you who...

i get triggered by the littlest of things!
so i saw a HUGE icky spider on my wall next to me just now and i squished it. now i cant sleeep....... all just becuz i killled a spider.............
how lame am i?
GET A GRIP GURL

so i picked out a hairstyle. Y'know them "Scene hairstyles" and i printed a good picture out as an example. i got there and they goes "yup i can do that" she went off cutting ect and it turned out no different to what mah hair is already like!!!!

comparing my hair now to the picture , its WAY off!!! i'm so gutted!

mum goes on ranting then saying "you should have said something"

TOO LATE NOW INIT!!!

gosh...........

What a day!
Havent eaten all day.
Hurting from the bath i had lastnight.
Something in my mind made me fill a bath full of hot water and sit in it......
Maybe its my mate? she is triggering me big time.
"ohhh i slit my wrists last night. ohhh iwant to do weed again, i need it. ohhh i want to overdose again. ohh my lifes so shit. ohhh i know you like him but i fink hees really hott. Your boyfriends a jerk"
RAWRRR.
Y'know what? i give up.
...

omg! yeah i know you like the guy who likes me
but thats no reason to make me and my fella break up!!!
you should be happy i have a fella so you can have the guy who likes me all to yourself!
I DON'T LIKE THE GUY
I
DON'T
FUCKING
LIKE
THE
FUCKING
GUY

GET OVER ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

i have someone and im happy. Please dont mess it up for me!!!!