So an alternative to cutting is talk to a friend..so here i am talking to u.

Fellow pixie,

Today im feeling quite down. I rang your phone when i woke, just wanted to hear your voice. I wanted to tell you all about yday, you would have loved it. I can just about hear you now saying typical me! Embarassing scenes seemed to follow us around eh? Anyway i once again had a 'freakout' It was totally not my fault this time though!!

I had my physc app yday..(the...

Your name isnt whispered anymore. But i remember. I remember your smile, your laugh. I remember our 'pixieness'. Yet it seems the world has now forgot.
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