so i just got to spend the night from thursday til monday with my boyfriend. my brother had to come too, but that wasn't a problem. and that whole time, the only time i cried was when we were wrestling and i slipped and hit my head on the door. xD and even when i got home lastnight i didn't cry and i wasn't sad. today i haven't even been sad. but i know i am getting better cause i am feeling waaaay better than i have been these past few months. i think it was because we got to spend a lot of time...

Still waiting. went to court yday. still waiting. legal arguments still going on. so im still waiting. 2moro the jury will be picked. im running out of courage. each minute that passes makes me wanna run away all that much more. Its hard. so hard. giving up would be so much easier.