About a week ago, as I was walking home from school, I was asked by two girls from my geometry class, who came up beside me, to help them with some of the math problems. I reluctantly agreed to stop off at one of the girl's homes and called my Mom from there. However, after we were done going over the problems, the girl sitting on my right on the couch reached over and began to rub my legs and then my crotch through my jeans. I could feel myself getting a hard-on. She unzipped my jeans and pulled...

I'm just running around in circles, losing control. I don't know what to do anymore, I'm breaking and i don't think i can hold on any longer >_<

I can't take this anymore.
I'm giving up, baby.
Nobody can help me.
I just want this to be over.
I want LIFE to be over.
I want AIR to be over.
I want WAR to be over.
I want EVERYTHING to be over.
I have been fighting for my life all along, and these scars show nothing gained. I'm living a nightmare.
I fucking want it to end.
What do you know!?
YOU THINK YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL?!?!?!!! NO YOU FUCKING DON'T! THERES NO WAY YOU...