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It's been a tough couple of years. Gone through a lot of bad times,
good times,
but it's alright.
I have a feeling that this year might be my last in the house with my "family."
Almost got kicked out again yesterday. I'm currently looking for somewhere to live. My parents are probably getting divorced before i turn 18. If they do, i will leave, if not ill wait. But i am leaving. Possibly to Florida I have a great friend there and i have some family there. So,...

Been laying in bed for the past half hour thinking.
I'm absolutely dreading college tomorrow. And today for that matter but tomorrow is worse. Clearly I'm just being pathetic though, as always.
That's me, the useless waste of space who can't even handle a full day at college. Spends the mornings wanting to cry, cut, overdose, lie, jump in front of a car, fake illness, anything to avoid college. Tried talking about it and everyone just assumes it'll be fine once I get there. It's worse....