Let my guard down a bit... But not sure if that's actually a good thing...
Got mock results today and a friend (not a best friend but we get on) was crying and talking to me on the computer...
Well obviously I didn't like it and reacted like I would to someone here...
She stopped crying and called me a sweetie
Inside I like that... Made me happy...
But y'know... I'm known as the strong unsensitive one... Hopeless with crying people... Blunt.
I never let my...

So yesterday I spent the day with my mom. I was really nervous for it, I was worried about what she wanted to tell me.

It all started out well. We talked about a lot of stuff and we went shopping for books, which was odd because my mom doesn't like to read, but she knows I do.

It wasn't until we went out to eat that she told me what she wanted. Just blatantly came out with it and said, "I wished your brother had lived instead of you, maybe then my life would be better."...