Yay, Easter! I'll have some fun drawing funny faces on all the Easter eggs, and I'll have more fun hiding the eggs from my little cousins in places so hard they'll go insane trying to find them.

Along with my aunt and uncle and cousins, Jon will be joining us for Easter. He'll be helping me watch and play with my little cousins. Poor guy will be dead by the end of the day. For Easter I got the kids bunny rabbit plushies, and mom got them chocolate. For Jon the big bear, I got a...

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I'm pretty much ready to cry. I feel like every fiber of my being is a lie. I'm not strong, I may seem like it, but I'm not. I'm not smart, I have to work for it. I'm not good with people, I have to force myself to say things. I'm not female, I just look like it. I'm not male, I just want to be, through.

I feel like I'm a lie. That stating that I'm female or male are both lies. I have the body of a female, but I feel that I'm male. Yet I can't say I'm...