How come I get the chance to live my life and Chelsey doesn't it's not fair. i feel so lost, sad, angry, guilty, depressed, confused, hurt, heartbroken and so many other things the worst part is she was about 3 minutes away from home. I was reading through my texts and last text Chelsey sent me said I miss you. She sent it coming home from the mall I only know that cause she said before that text leaving now be home in 15 I replied ok then she sent me the I miss you one and I replied I miss you...

Sam got let out of respite so she's home and it's birthday tomorrow so we will be having drinks. Sam also said that Leisa's coming over tomorrow.

I got a phone call from a number I didn't recognise so I answered it, and it was probation. Me and Sam both freaked out because we both thought the police were going to come and arrest me for breach. Oops. Anyway, the lady came to my place, and basically just did the supervision appointment there, and I'm back on weekly appointments....