I was doing so good. I was happy and confident, had no urges then all the sudden i want to cut up my skin hundreds of times. And feel so down. The night before last i couldn't stop crying, my mom was annoying me and all i wanted to do was cut. I distracted myself, drew pictures, wrote, and listened to music. It worked for that day. I didn't cut but i still have the urges. Starting to to think its better to give up.

I don't have a therapy appointment for another month. I just need...

I'll never be good enough. I'm NOT good enough. I question every little thing I do and it's just not right.

I get scared when people ask me for advice because a lot of the time I'm not in the right state of mind to do it, or am scared I won't have the answers and then they'll get upset, but I just can't say no.

I'm never going to be smart enough. Someone will always be so much better than me and get all the attention and I'll be left in the dust. They'll be the ones to...

im feeling worse and i still dont know what wrong i want to give in to the thoughts of self harm so much but i know if i do it wont help. im tired of crying i dont know why im feeling this way i just dont know what to do. i just feel so alone i feel all these emotions all at once i just feel so overwhelmed and i dont know why im feeling overwhelmed and me not knowing whats making me feel this way makes me even more upset. i just want to give in to these thoughts so badly. i want to slice my arm...

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im ready to cry right now im feeling so low and i dont even know why and it sucks. i wish that i knew why im feeling like this the thoughts of self harm are there but i have not acted on them yet and i dont want to. what the fuck is wrong with me

There's no holding back. I've been sitting in my room for a couple of hours, trying to distract myself. It's not working. I'm going to binge. God, I'm disgusting. Maybe I'll still be able to stop myself. Maybe it won't happen. Maybe I won't have the opportunity. But that's unlikely. Fat fat fat fat fat fat fat. That's all I am. Just fat and useless.

Hey guys(: so I was wanting to get my cartilage pierced sort of near the top but like on the side and i have a few questions.
1. How much does it hurt compared to a lobe piercing? (I was told that if you pinch your lobe and your cartilage, then the cartilage will hurt more, but the lobe hurts more to me)
2. I heard you really shouldn't get it don't by gun. What would happen if I did?
3. At my dads house I have a pool, how long until I will be able to swim again?...

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