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picking up the pieces. poss trig?

Posted October 7th 2012 at 02:00 PM by escape♥
Updated October 7th 2012 at 02:27 PM by escape♥

Tags almost breakup, boyfriend, crying, cutting, distant, low, sad, self-harm, struggling, tired

E & I fought for the first time last night. At first it was just a stupid habit of mine that was annoying him, but it quickly morphed into something worse. He told me that my sadness is hurting him, and our relationship. I’ve been asking about whether or not it was bothering him recently, and he always denied being in any emotional pain what so ever. When I asked what had changed, he said...

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Happiness is waiting for you<3

Posted in Rampant Thoughts in the Unforgiving Darkness

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I'm not okay. [triggering]

Posted July 24th 2012 at 04:17 PM by escape♥
Updated July 24th 2012 at 04:25 PM by escape♥

Tags depression, eating disorder, fat, low, self harm, self hatred

I don't know how to put into words how I feel. I don't know how to blog about how I'm slowly slipping back into my old ways, into the darkness. I don't know how to tell you that I want to die. I want to never wake up.

I don't know how to tell you that I'm starving again. I don't need food if I'm a fat ass.
I could go into this long rant about my self-hatred and what not,

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Happiness is waiting for you<3

Posted in Rampant Thoughts in the Unforgiving Darkness

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