Got rid of the ticker, depressing having to reset it all the time and for other people to see under every post I make
Secret santa in mai form was shit, I got a bag full of sweets, chocolate etc, given to me by someone I haven't really spoken to this year. I could almost see people thinking "ummmm this is awkward, will he eat them here? That'd be horrible". I gave it all away to my friends come lunch, I even felt self concious doing that, just the fact that I had them.
So...

Turns out Christmas is a mere week away! Holy shit, that came out of nowhere.

We had our last group for the year today. I learned that the new guy has terminal AML. Explains a lot - like why he's angry a lot - but also makes me mad, because you get close to people in group, and it means some time in the future I'm going to have to try and cope with another cancer death. I don't want any of that shit. I had enough of it with Rebecca and T.A. It was scary enough having a sick brother,...