If you've read my recent blog entries, you would know by now that I've always wanted to find a special someone, a sweetheart during the years of high school. Unfortunately, I haven't found her yet...

However, there's two questions I keep asking myself: am I really wanting a girl in my life just to date, or to really fall in love with? Am I really desperate?

It'd be nice to find my one true love in one shot without having to go through several girls to end up breaking...

I give up, everything.I fail at everything, there's nothing I'm good at. I don't know why I'm even here, I have no purpose.

I just make drama,act like b*tch(sorry for the language),& I don't act my age.I make people feel horrible by telling them things.

My younger sister always controls me,she acts like my mom. I tell her to stop she doesn't. She is always telling me about my apperance-&- how I "need" to wear the right clothing.She is only 11 years...