Soooo I got the job!
I start on October 1st, they just need references. One of them was a family friend I've known my entire life and have worked for on a voluntary basis so mum and I helped with hers this morning. She knows me well but she's not involved in every aspect of my life so we told her what I do in terms of volunteering that would be beneficial for this job and she basically sang my praises. Words like "well mannered" and "pleasant disposition" were used. It...

I SAY THAT EVERYTHING IS FINE AND DANDY AND THEN IT BECOMES NOT FINE AND DANDY
I lost him. I posted about him a few minutes ago
I am just so sad


so terribly sad



i was suppose to marry him but now





nothing.