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Nothing Began Everything

Visitor Messages

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  1. TheAtomicBlade
    October 23rd 2017 01:18 AM - permalink
    TheAtomicBlade
    Sup. you're awesome. stay awesome. k bye
  2. itzz.casper
    October 15th 2017 02:32 PM - permalink
    itzz.casper
    Hey Im Casper.
    And I seen your bands.
    I love them!!!!
    And I also like your profile
  3. TheAtomicBlade
    August 1st 2017 04:28 AM - permalink
    TheAtomicBlade
    Hey mate. Just dropped in to tell you that you're awesome!
  4. ~Radio Flyer~
    June 30th 2017 05:57 AM - permalink
    ~Radio Flyer~
    Happy Birthday!
  5. Thinking
    June 28th 2017 06:24 PM - permalink
    Thinking
    Hey Rapheal! How have you been? I hope you are doing well!
  6. Thinking
    May 19th 2017 05:55 AM - permalink
    Thinking
    GOSH! I am in stockroach now finally!

    I feel so dumb lol for taking so long to figure this out
  7. Thinking
    May 19th 2017 05:10 AM - permalink
    Thinking
    Sorry for taking so long, I am still trying to find you

    Lol that's what happens when you don't play games at all
  8. Thinking
    May 18th 2017 03:52 PM - permalink
    Thinking
    Tell me when you are on gaia, I just finished my paper and the next one will be 5 days from now. That's means a break in between to play games!

    Nah, well honestly break doesnt mean play games for me, but I do love to try that out!
  9. Thinking
    April 27th 2017 07:54 AM - permalink
    Thinking
    How are you now? I hope you are okay!
  10. Thinking
    April 18th 2017 07:01 AM - permalink
    Thinking
    You are strong. Keep going and dont give up!!

About Me

  • Basics
    Name
    Raphael
    Gender
    Nonbinary (They/Them)
    Location
    California
  • About
    About me
    I feel happier and emptier than I ever had
  • Details
    Here for
    Like to help and be helped
    Relationship status
    traumatized
    Sexuality
    Queer Ace
    Ethnicity
    Latinx
    Education
    University - Undergraduate
    Occupation
    Myself
    Politics
    Leftist
    Religion
    Unsure
    Zodiac sign
    Cancer
  • Interests
    Hobbies
    Writing
    Music
    10 Years, Chevelle, RED, Muse, Coldplay, Rise Against
    Movies
    A Beautiful Mind, Gone Girl, The Social Network, Milk
    Television
    Empire, Steven Universe
    Books
    GONE, HUNGER, LIES, PLAGUE, FEAR, LIGHT, Gone Girl
    Sports
    Reading
    Heroes
    Dean Spade
    Favorite quotes
    "This is the last time I'll abandon you, and this is the last time I'll forget you."
    "Please don't break my ideals, and say what's fake, was always real."
    "I live my life like I bleed, too much"
    "Is there a God tonight, up in the sky, or is it empty just like me?"
    "Force me to lose control, watch as I lose my soul, push me until I fall"
    "Don't say I'm better off dead. 'Cause heaven's full and hell won't have me. Won't you make some room in your bed? Oh well you could, lock me up in your heart and throw away the key. Won't you take me out of my head?"
    "For a second, not a single moment of my past belonged."
    "Waking, the nightmare bleeds over. I'll fight you, your darkness, feeding."
    "So use my affection as your favourite weapon"
    "I wanna live in a wooden house, making more friends would be easy, I wanna live where the sun comes out"
    "Wake, unafraid, a new day a new time is here. Worlds fade away, I'll laugh while they all disappear."
    "I pray peace my find me"
    Other interests
    You.
  • Signature
    THE POINT OF SINGULARITY IS NOTHING AS NOTHING BEGAN EVERYTHING
    PULSING IN THE EXPAND CONSUME WITHOUT BARRIER OR BORDER
    IT IS DARK BECAUSE IT IS THE DARKNESS IT IS OVER BECAUSE IT IS THE END
    THERE IS NO SENTRY BECAUSE NONE DARE APPROACH
    IT HAS NEVER BEEN AND IT IS ALL THAT EVER WAS
    AT THE CENTER YOU DO NOT FIND THE ANSWER
    YOU DO NOT FIND YOURSELF THERE IS NO CENTER AND THERE IS NO YOU THERE IS ONLY MADNESS
    WE ARE ALL HERE NOW.
    WE ARE ALL HERE.
    WE ARE.

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  • The Darkness's posts have been liked or marked as helpful 25 times.
General Information
  • Last Activity: October 19th 2018 05:18 AM
  • Join Date: February 27th 2010
  • Referrals: 0

Friends

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Blog

Latest Blog Entry

Posted April 8th 2017 at 09:12 AM by The Darkness Comments 0
Posted in Uncategorized
This whole friend thing got me fucked up.
I feel like I gotta watch everything I post on social media just so it won't tick off people. I have to be as careful as some kid who just added their parent to social media. That means no talking about people, no ironic edgy jokes, none of that. Just me and my fucking boring outside life.
Meanwhile, my therapist seems to be siding with the friend issue and denies I'm desperate for friends. Which is a total lie, I am fucking desperate for friends...

Posted April 1st 2017 at 11:13 AM by The Darkness Comments 0
Posted in Uncategorized
I have some to unpack. It's about friends and the feeling of losing my mind again.
I should listen to my therapist and seriously go to sleep right now but I need to write about the people I know in a space where I know they won't see.
So, let's just start with friends. I invited them to come with me to buy groceries and Erin refused while Thor ignored. Later, I see on snapchat that they're both at Kailoni's birthday party when Erin said they'll be heading home at that time so they...

Posted June 17th 2015 at 09:34 AM by The Darkness Comments 0
Posted in Uncategorized
I just
It's been a lot
I got back with Evan so that's a plus
I've passed my college classes, barely, so that's a plus.
I got pneumonia and for that reason I needed to quit my summer job
I can't escape my mom so she degrades me everyday
My therapist says mother's verbal abuse is just her way of saying I love you.
Of course how could I be so blind of course yelling at your child that she's useless and will never be a functioning member of society is...

Posted March 20th 2015 at 03:48 AM by The Darkness Comments 0
Posted in Uncategorized
It's like I can't have happiness anymore.
It's been like 6 months since I broke up with Evan and I'm still crying at night and wishing I was dead.
Lana Del Rey can clearly depict my sadness.
I just have hit my low again. Hopefully tomorrow I can send a letter I wrote to him saying how much I hate him and how much he's hurt me because I cannot let him go on happy as he is without feeling guilty over what he's done to me. He can't go on and move on without feeling a little bit...

Posted September 12th 2014 at 07:59 AM by The Darkness Comments 0
Posted in Uncategorized
I SAY THAT EVERYTHING IS FINE AND DANDY AND THEN IT BECOMES NOT FINE AND DANDY
I lost him. I posted about him a few minutes ago
I am just so sad


so terribly sad



i was suppose to marry him but now





nothing.
Recent Comments
It seems like a ton...
Posted August 7th 2014 at 02:15 AM by Hypothesis. Hypothesis. is offline
hey i see ur in a hard...
Posted February 7th 2013 at 07:38 PM by Raquel21 Raquel21 is offline


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