Today starts the Long sixth day clean of cutting. Today is going to be rough... I'm probly going to be sitting in my room all day :/. I was told by my best friend that she would call and we would be able to hang out but she once again didn't call or even texted ughhh she helps me a lot with my depression and it gets really hard to manage... I have that urge again and its bad this time... I don't want to resort to cutting... But damn its hard...

Well today marks day five of not cutting and it feels great not having to do it so much. My brothers are away on a vacation ( THANK GOD). I don't think they will be back for another 2 days. But anyways Teen help is really helping me get through the daily struggle of life I want to thank you all for the nice welcome I received. ^-^ PS: this is my first ever blog so sorry if I messed up something.