So thats another year that things didn't go very well. I purposely did not tell anyone in the hope that things would work out just for one year but that didn't work. My friend told everyone :| Ergh i hated the attention. Thats the last thing i need right now. I just want to dissapear. People i don't really talk to were saying Happy Birthday which is sweet don't get me wrong but i just didn't want to hear it. Whats happy about the day a huge mistake came into the world? Besides i only wanted to...