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Posted April 6th 2011 at 05:29 PM by Anatidaephobia
They know :|.....everybody knows. I can tell. My "so called" friend grassed on me today. It was the most awkward thing ever. I just want this all to stop now.
I went out and brought some sleeping pill well i say some i mean a hell of a lot. I just like the feeling of sleeping and never waking up again never having to suffer through this. I am pushing everyone away. I just want to be on my own now and sleep forever. It would probably be best for everyone anyway. Why would anyone want a waste of space around?
So if tonight doesn't go well. I am taking the pills and hoping for the best (or worst depending on how you look at it )
I just cant fight this on my own anymore :/
I went out and brought some sleeping pill well i say some i mean a hell of a lot. I just like the feeling of sleeping and never waking up again never having to suffer through this. I am pushing everyone away. I just want to be on my own now and sleep forever. It would probably be best for everyone anyway. Why would anyone want a waste of space around?
So if tonight doesn't go well. I am taking the pills and hoping for the best (or worst depending on how you look at it )
I just cant fight this on my own anymore :/
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You really can fight this my lovely. I am here right beside you so you are not on your own with this at all. Please lean on me as much as you like because I don't want you to be on your own. I know it makes it ten times worse when you are on your own. I care and love you and will do anything I can to make you feel a bit better because you are so special and beautiful. You are worth so much and I couldn't bare to lose you. I know me saying it will get better doesn't mean anything to you right now because you feel so low. But trust me lovely things can't stay this way forever. Things are constantly changing. Keep going girly <3Posted April 6th 2011 at 05:41 PM by *Jen*
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I really wish I could change how you're feeling Emma. You're worth so much more than all of this rubbish and I only wish you could see that. Please don't hurt yourself. Like I said, you're worth so much. I'd hate for anything bad to happen to you. I know how strong you are, I love your random texts. They honestly put a smile on my face. I know its hard but you can do this. Stay strong and keep fighting. Never give up on hope. I love you. xxxPosted April 6th 2011 at 05:49 PM by Palmolive
