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Reason For living
Posted April 29th 2011 at 04:00 AM by Ashes2493
Think about this.
The person you are going to marry is walking the Earth at this very second.
That thought alone should give you hope to continue each and every day, knowing someone, somewhere is completely in love with you, even if you both don't know it yet.
The person you are going to marry is walking the Earth at this very second.
That thought alone should give you hope to continue each and every day, knowing someone, somewhere is completely in love with you, even if you both don't know it yet.
I just read this saying on Facebook, and I kind of just fell in love with it. When I read it I thought to myself, "This is so true. I wish someone had said this to me when I was in the worst of my depression, maybe it would have done a little better."
After I thought that I denied it, nothing would have made it any better. Not just a saying.
Looking back now, I can't believe I made it. Back then I never thought I would make it to this day. Graduation. Back then I always would think that I would have been long gone by now so there was no use making plans for after high school. But I guess that was what pulled me out of it.
In school we were assigned to do a project on the career we were thinking about pursuing after high school. I did mine on a veterinarian, because I love animals. As I worked on the project, I found what I would love to do after high school.
A few days later, I had decided to end it all and finally follow through with my suicide, but I didn't. I changed my mind last second, and my reason for it was that I had the sudden urge to live for graduation, to live to become a vet. And now I am happy to say I am one step closer to my reason for living. I graduate in 29 days.
It's been 1 year since I last tried suicide and changed my mind, and I haven't since.
Click Here for the forum post
After I thought that I denied it, nothing would have made it any better. Not just a saying.
Looking back now, I can't believe I made it. Back then I never thought I would make it to this day. Graduation. Back then I always would think that I would have been long gone by now so there was no use making plans for after high school. But I guess that was what pulled me out of it.
In school we were assigned to do a project on the career we were thinking about pursuing after high school. I did mine on a veterinarian, because I love animals. As I worked on the project, I found what I would love to do after high school.
A few days later, I had decided to end it all and finally follow through with my suicide, but I didn't. I changed my mind last second, and my reason for it was that I had the sudden urge to live for graduation, to live to become a vet. And now I am happy to say I am one step closer to my reason for living. I graduate in 29 days.
It's been 1 year since I last tried suicide and changed my mind, and I haven't since.
Click Here for the forum post
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