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Rant/ Rave (from my creative writing class)

Posted September 14th 2009 at 10:59 PM by chhd
Updated September 15th 2009 at 08:08 PM by chhd

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I NEED TO GO BACK. I'm slipping away again, faster now. I don't want to lose myself again. I don't want to lose everything i worked so hard to earn back. But i NEED help. I don't NEED medication. I NEED the truth not the anti-depressant coated fairy-tales.
I'M TIRED. I'm TIRED of being out of it. I'm TIRED of being angry at myself for things that aren't my fault. I'm TIRED of working my ass off. I'm TIRED of getting let down. I'm TIRED of being broken.
I'M PISSED. I'm PISSED at my mom. I'm PISSED at my doctor. I'm PISSED at myself. I'm PISSED because i think this way. I'm PISSED because i got the shitty hand dealt to me.

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