Well I'm 9 days clean of cutting hope to keep it up . Today my youngest brother came back from his dads which sucks cause now both of them are home ughh but tommarrow is christmas and I have to go to my aunts that will most likely lead to me being made fun of for being the "goth kid" of the family but all well anyways I hope everybody has a great christmas

I can't believe that I have made it a whole week with out cutting!!! I almost had a slip yesterday but I got myself together last night one of my brothers had to come back home because he was being a brat at his dads house which sucks :/ this morning my grandfather came by and woke the whole house up gave me and my brother $50.00 each and my mom something don't know what tho. Now I'm at the house by myself because my parents went shopping. Reallly boring :/

Today starts the Long sixth day clean of cutting. Today is going to be rough... I'm probly going to be sitting in my room all day :/. I was told by my best friend that she would call and we would be able to hang out but she once again didn't call or even texted ughhh she helps me a lot with my depression and it gets really hard to manage... I have that urge again and its bad this time... I don't want to resort to cutting... But damn its hard...

Well today marks day five of not cutting and it feels great not having to do it so much. My brothers are away on a vacation ( THANK GOD). I don't think they will be back for another 2 days. But anyways Teen help is really helping me get through the daily struggle of life I want to thank you all for the nice welcome I received. ^-^ PS: this is my first ever blog so sorry if I messed up something.