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Stolen Voices
Posted March 10th 2011 at 12:33 AM by DakotaBlu
I strive for perfection, but I always fall short. I don't want to be here anymore. My strength is dwindling, my castle is crumbling, and my faith has diminished,but you still don't hear my call for help. I've fallen into the ocean and I'm drowning, but no one will rescue me. I'm not scared to die though; if anything I'm ready.Ready to leave the place that has broken me, made me feel worthless and insecure, hurt me, killed me already.I want to be gone; disappear into the night. Make everyone feel sorry about forgetting me. I can't hold on anymore. Save me from the depths of Hell you pushed me into. Make me believe again. Help me see that there is more to this. There has to be more. I can't do this anymore. I don't want to do this anymore. I don't want to constantly question my existence. I just want to be happy again. You stole my voice and I want it back. You made me hide who I was and what I wanted. You made me hurt for no reason. You broke me, ruined me for everyone. Told me I would never become anything, but I used those insults as stairs. They helped me rise, so for that. I thank you. For making me see that I deserve more than this. I will make it one day. On my own.
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That is quite a title. I won't be fool enough to say "I understand how you feel" because I probably don't. However I do get what your saying, and I know pain when I see it. May I ask who you are talking about when you said "You broke me..."? Who exactly insulted you? If you do not want to answer that's cool. I just wanna gain an understanding of how you feel.Posted March 10th 2011 at 03:36 AM by Lorrainne
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This isn't exactly about a person. It's more about society. Society constantly tells people that there is something wrong with them, and makes them change. For me, it said that I was to fat so I became anorexic and stopped eating. Society broke me and pushed me into a Hell, one that I created for myself because I felt that I wasn't good enough for anyone. I used to cut among other things, but I never told anyone about them. No one ever asked either so I felt that everyone forgot about me, of course I realize now that they didn't.
I hope this helps you understand a little more.
If you have anymore questions just ask.Posted March 11th 2011 at 04:55 PM by DakotaBlu
