My mum's gone away for a bit so I don't have to deal with any of her crap. My sisters have gone too. My dad is lovely and he'll pretty much leave me alone over the next few days, so I'm happy with that.

We sat down and watched Louis this evening. I swear we're both addicted to that show. It's nice that we have something in common. He lives in the same house as me and yet I rarely spend time with him.

The trip out this morning was alright. I mean, it could have been...

I feel useless. Empty again. I'm ready to go out, I look decent, now I'm just waiting.

I don't know what I'm going to say. But I'm scared that if I don't say much his family will think I'm rude. I just feel lost.

I think they're here.

Well, everyone's been happy this morning, which has helped cheer my mood up. And I have two easter eggs. I'm going out with my boyfriend and his family this morning, which I'm a little scared about. I mean, I've met them before, but I'm terrified I'm gonna mess up. This is the guy I want to spend my life with; I have to get on with his family. Then I'm gonna do some work and then go to the evening church service.

And then my mum will have gone away for a bit so I won't need to face...