Learning is not always a good thing. Sometimes you learn things you'd really rather not know. Because ignorance is a lot simpler in so many ways.

So what did I learn about today? Child-on-child sexual abuse. How is this relevant?
Oh god how is it ever. I don't know how to talk about what happened.
Anyway, I read the wiki, and it sounds very similar to what I experienced . . . and all the consequences for later life fit, too. I've been wondering if I've been kidding myself...