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When your probation officer is worried.
Posted September 4th 2012 at 02:13 AM by i_like_black
It strikes me as rather ominous that my probation officer stated, much more than once (in fact it felt like every second or third sentence), that she is worried about me.
Noooooot good. They have the contact details for ICT, and if they're worried, it's quite simple for them to place a phone call and say so. My probation officer (the one for the supervision sentence) is quite a nice lady, but the worry in her eyes is disconcerting. I don't like getting that look from people, it makes me uncomfortable, especially with someone I've known on such short acquaintance. Today was the third time I've seen her. The previous two times, she's driven round to my place to remind me that I have appointments.
The thing that bothers me, is that although my cuts have now all healed to scar tissue, she's still concerned about them. I told her that may keyworker knows and I've already been in hospital for it, but she's still worried. She kept asking me if I felt like I was receiving enough support. As far as I'm concerned, there's currently an excess of support available to me. It's weird. I have a key worker, a CLS worker, and a psychiatrist, as well as a probation officer. It's just . . . there's a lot of people focussing on my wellness and my compliance. I don't really like it. I especially don't like how concerned my probation officer seems. That could get me in a spot of strife, or worse, I could get forced to do a DAO assessment, which might lead to Joti, which would almost definitely end up in another trip to Tiaho Mai, because I think Leisa's a bit worried at the moment too. Mainly because of my reasoning behind my non-compliance with the community work sentence. Whatever, it doesn't really matter. I'm not hurting anybody.
So it was an awkward supervision appointment, very much so, and I was glad when it was done.
I ordered Hell's Pizza for lunch. Mmm, gourmet pizza. I got pandemonium (as always), and a 1.5L L&P because there's a deal where if your internet order is $20 or more on a Tuesday, you get free delivery. My order came to $21.50. Also, I didn't actually have the cash, so I borrowed from the power tin. Only thing there is it means I MUST give the power tin $30 tomorrow instead of the usual $10. I'm not too bothered. The pizza will be my dinner also, so I'm happy about that.
Yeah. Must be RuneScape time.
Noooooot good. They have the contact details for ICT, and if they're worried, it's quite simple for them to place a phone call and say so. My probation officer (the one for the supervision sentence) is quite a nice lady, but the worry in her eyes is disconcerting. I don't like getting that look from people, it makes me uncomfortable, especially with someone I've known on such short acquaintance. Today was the third time I've seen her. The previous two times, she's driven round to my place to remind me that I have appointments.
The thing that bothers me, is that although my cuts have now all healed to scar tissue, she's still concerned about them. I told her that may keyworker knows and I've already been in hospital for it, but she's still worried. She kept asking me if I felt like I was receiving enough support. As far as I'm concerned, there's currently an excess of support available to me. It's weird. I have a key worker, a CLS worker, and a psychiatrist, as well as a probation officer. It's just . . . there's a lot of people focussing on my wellness and my compliance. I don't really like it. I especially don't like how concerned my probation officer seems. That could get me in a spot of strife, or worse, I could get forced to do a DAO assessment, which might lead to Joti, which would almost definitely end up in another trip to Tiaho Mai, because I think Leisa's a bit worried at the moment too. Mainly because of my reasoning behind my non-compliance with the community work sentence. Whatever, it doesn't really matter. I'm not hurting anybody.
So it was an awkward supervision appointment, very much so, and I was glad when it was done.
I ordered Hell's Pizza for lunch. Mmm, gourmet pizza. I got pandemonium (as always), and a 1.5L L&P because there's a deal where if your internet order is $20 or more on a Tuesday, you get free delivery. My order came to $21.50. Also, I didn't actually have the cash, so I borrowed from the power tin. Only thing there is it means I MUST give the power tin $30 tomorrow instead of the usual $10. I'm not too bothered. The pizza will be my dinner also, so I'm happy about that.
Yeah. Must be RuneScape time.
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