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Oh, April.
Posted April 8th 2013 at 09:17 PM by i_like_black
For the last few days, it really feels like autumn. Yay for April, and morning temperatures attempting to be below 10C. It's so nice to be complaining to myself about the cold instead of the heat.
This morning I decided to text Rowena to ask when a good time to come in and say hi to everybody would be. She said either Wednesday or Friday, and asked if I would judge Fun Fest. I said yes. I've been secretly hoping to be asked to judge Fun Fest, it gives me a whole day in the gym, and well . . . I miss it. I can't go back to coaching at the moment, but I still want to stay involved.
I'm trying to draw a picture for Leisa because it's her birthday this Friday. She won't be at work on Friday so I need to finish it by Thursday. What I have so far looks good, but it's just one thing in the middle of the page, it needs more, also I have no idea what colours to do it - I don't even know what colours she likes best.
I had an appointment with Debbie yesterday afternoon. We did a chain of action, I think it's called, around what lead to the cutting and the fire lighting on Saturday night. Leisa spent ages trying to convince me that I was taking huge risks with the fires but the reality is I wasn't. They weren't big fires and they were well contained. She said what about the fire ban. I said it rained that morning and anyway it's only illegal if you get caught. That lead to something of an argument, but was cut short because we had to go inside because it was time for my appointment.
Anyway so I did this chain thing, and we went riiiiight back to just before Easter, when I had that altercation with my probation officer, and my family went away to Rotorua and I stayed in Auckland. Apparently looking at the last two weeks, I've had a lot going on. It didn't look like that much to me, but Debbie said when you see it all together it's not really surprising that it came to that.
Leisa said I'm engaging well with Debbie. There's a couple of reasons for this - one, Debbie is the first person I've clicked with straight away and she's not too threatening, so points to her for that, and two, Leisa's there with me. I don't know if she has any idea how much easier that makes it, but the truth is if Leisa wasn't in the room with me, I just would not be able to be as honest as I have been.
I want to say more but at the same time I don't.
This morning I decided to text Rowena to ask when a good time to come in and say hi to everybody would be. She said either Wednesday or Friday, and asked if I would judge Fun Fest. I said yes. I've been secretly hoping to be asked to judge Fun Fest, it gives me a whole day in the gym, and well . . . I miss it. I can't go back to coaching at the moment, but I still want to stay involved.
I'm trying to draw a picture for Leisa because it's her birthday this Friday. She won't be at work on Friday so I need to finish it by Thursday. What I have so far looks good, but it's just one thing in the middle of the page, it needs more, also I have no idea what colours to do it - I don't even know what colours she likes best.
I had an appointment with Debbie yesterday afternoon. We did a chain of action, I think it's called, around what lead to the cutting and the fire lighting on Saturday night. Leisa spent ages trying to convince me that I was taking huge risks with the fires but the reality is I wasn't. They weren't big fires and they were well contained. She said what about the fire ban. I said it rained that morning and anyway it's only illegal if you get caught. That lead to something of an argument, but was cut short because we had to go inside because it was time for my appointment.
Anyway so I did this chain thing, and we went riiiiight back to just before Easter, when I had that altercation with my probation officer, and my family went away to Rotorua and I stayed in Auckland. Apparently looking at the last two weeks, I've had a lot going on. It didn't look like that much to me, but Debbie said when you see it all together it's not really surprising that it came to that.
Leisa said I'm engaging well with Debbie. There's a couple of reasons for this - one, Debbie is the first person I've clicked with straight away and she's not too threatening, so points to her for that, and two, Leisa's there with me. I don't know if she has any idea how much easier that makes it, but the truth is if Leisa wasn't in the room with me, I just would not be able to be as honest as I have been.
I want to say more but at the same time I don't.
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