I gave Jon nightmares because of something I did at the wedding. I didn't realize I'd worried him that much. He's been so shaken up ever since I had those seizures, he can't take his eyes off me. He never lets me wander off alone, just in case.

At the reception hall yesterday there were tons of people, which makes me extremely nervous. Every once in a while I'd want to go for a walk outside, around the building. At one point I went out, but I forgot to tell Jon. I was already out...

I'm finally off leave (yay!), but I'm tired after all the stuff I've been doing recently. I've been helping my boyfriend's family with wedding plans (his sister is getting married), I went to his family reunion, I had 2 seizures, I helped with wedding planning, I had to clean my entire house, I helped with more wedding planning, I twisted my ankle, and I helped with wedding planning. Did I mention wedding planning?

Anyway, the wedding is today and it's 7:30 am. I'm tired, but I have...

That's right, today Jon graduated from high school with honors and with straight A's and B's all year. The cord on his neck represents 4 years of dedication to the ROTC program, in which he earned several ribbons, medals, and awards, and was also a flight captain. He also had many awards from the ROTC summer leadership school program, but he has strayed away from his plans to go into the military; instead he is going to study computer technology.

High school finished, so what's the...