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I am upset!!!!!!!
Posted February 10th 2011 at 09:01 PM by NeverFeltThisWay1991
Dear _____; (wont write name, he isn't on here anyway)
Why you may ask, well lets see.. I am trying to be a F***ing friend to you. I know you have these feelings for me. If you wanna know the truth, drop a few years and if you weren't MARRIED, I may have liked you more like you liked me.
You said you were fine just being my friend, so F****ing be it okay. Because what you just tried to make me do, made me feel like if i continued I would be cheating on my boyfrined.
I wont be sending you naughty photos, i won't talk dirty to you over the phone. I wont go topless on cam for you because you are not my boyfriend (plus i wouldn't do it for my boyfriend anyway). If he found out what you were trying to make me do, he may come after you.
I understand it doesn't feel like cheating for you, but it does for me. I understand that your marriage isn't the best but that's not my freaking fault. I can't help that I don't feel the same way as you do about me. Your almost my dad's age and that kinda grosses me out. But I am trying to be this friend, a friend who puts up with a lot more than most friends would.
I am tried of the fighting, and of you making me feel freaking bad. I am in love with Jared, not you. I am trying to be a friend, but you are starting to frustrate me more and more and more.
So please, just let us be friends without making it complicated.
Amanda
Why you may ask, well lets see.. I am trying to be a F***ing friend to you. I know you have these feelings for me. If you wanna know the truth, drop a few years and if you weren't MARRIED, I may have liked you more like you liked me.
You said you were fine just being my friend, so F****ing be it okay. Because what you just tried to make me do, made me feel like if i continued I would be cheating on my boyfrined.
I wont be sending you naughty photos, i won't talk dirty to you over the phone. I wont go topless on cam for you because you are not my boyfriend (plus i wouldn't do it for my boyfriend anyway). If he found out what you were trying to make me do, he may come after you.
I understand it doesn't feel like cheating for you, but it does for me. I understand that your marriage isn't the best but that's not my freaking fault. I can't help that I don't feel the same way as you do about me. Your almost my dad's age and that kinda grosses me out. But I am trying to be this friend, a friend who puts up with a lot more than most friends would.
I am tried of the fighting, and of you making me feel freaking bad. I am in love with Jared, not you. I am trying to be a friend, but you are starting to frustrate me more and more and more.
So please, just let us be friends without making it complicated.
Amanda
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