Today has been a cut free day. I haven't had one of these days in a long time. I have been cutting myself for 1 year and 5 months and I want to share my story.
I believe one of my triggers is when I am exposed to my own wounds so today I covered them up with a long sleeve shirt. I also distracted myself by being involved with my family and friends. I have resisted the urge to cut myself today and hopefully tomorrow will be the same. I hope my strength will last and I hope I can't beat this....

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so i haven't been crying tooo much. only when i feel i have done something wrong. i am kinda proud of myself too. i used to call my boyfriend aaaaaaall the time & it would make him mad, but i didn't realize i called him so much. so yesterday him and his cousin left until the 30th or 31st & i haven't called him but twice. yes for me this is an accomplishment cause i usually call 10+ times. so yeah, and i think we just need some space from each other, but i hate leaving to go somewhere, but...

I HATE MY FATHER.

Is it bad that this is the first and only time I've uttered thosse words?

I never hated him.

Just feared him

"Respected" him.

I found out something today that is probably gonna mess me up inside...

Its sad...

Only recently, just very recently, have I stopped seeing her eyes...

Arianna has helped me so much...

Because of her I've gotten off cuting,...

Time to sleep, stupid stress

On Monday....

My dad has a "welcome back present"....

How much more can he destroy me?

How much more can he take everything away???

My life love happiness everything...

I can't go publically swimming cuz the bruises....

She can't see the way your eyes will light up when you smile
She never noticed how you stop and stare whenever she walks by
And you can't see me wanting you the way you want her
But you are everything to me

And I just want to show you, she don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible, yeah...

I am very emotional today ( I know it's because it is coming that time of the month) but god I hate it... when it comes to this time of the month I find i miss him more than the rest of the time. I have been thinking about him alot lately and it is starting to drive me insane. Makes me realize i am not fully over him, and I should be because he hurt me.

You know that song "stupid boy" by Keith Urban. I was listening to it today and realized that, that song fits what happened...