Yaaaay, it's the new year! Unfortunately I've been too busy to come online the last few days. I hope you guys didn't party too hard on New Year's Eve.

I partied with Jon and his family, and it was nice. They had a big fire in the backyard and we made smores! Unfortunately there wasn't enough chocolate for everyone because he has such a big family, so Jon managed to grab the last of the chocolate and he gave me half of his. After that we went over to where his brother was...

Sometimes my mother makes it really fucking hard for me to tell her shit. No, impossible.


Everything that I do is me playing “a game” to her.
My Self Harm is just me playing a game. It’s just me doing it for attention. Yeah, because I’m going to get fucking addicted to something and do it whenever I feel like shit, which is often, for attention. And then hide it.
My suicidal thoughts aren’t that bad. The school was totally just overreacting when they told you....