in case ur inquiring bout daniel, i killed him

just 4 the record. i didn't kill daniel, but i wish he would die.

I don't understand him. I mean i know he's not ur average guy. Moved down to where i am from NYC. he's in a gang and he's pretty street. but he makes me so mad!!!

We met in october, don't even remember how he found me. but we hooked up same week. (i know, i already regret it) Eitherway we stopped talking for awhile. then he decides to start talking to me again in March. And whenever i was having a bad day i would just skip school and we would hang out drive around town, go to the park and fuck. At first i didn't wanna care about him, i wanted to use him cuz i was so mad at him for being so objective of women and controlling. But the caretaker in me started to see other parts of him. Wanted to help him.

I started to care about him, so when we would hang out, it wasnt about sex anymore i really wanted to get to know him, wanted to know how his day was. Help him in anyway that i could. And he played along. He let me think that he was opening up to me and wanted to start dealing with his problems. But he just played me.

I used to be a hxc playa so i should've seen it. He's dating his ex, and i knew that he n her would get back together but he didn't tell me. N even now wenever him n her are having problems or when he's just horny as hell he'll txt me actin like he wants me n only me. And the part of me that cares about him falls for it again and is roped back in.

I wish she would die, i've tried to get rid of her. i'm so sick of caring about people. i always get hurt....i wish i could go back to how i used to be n just not care about anyone, but that's a dangerous place for me to be.

Eitherway, he will reap what he sews. He hurt me 1 too many times, and now he's gonna pay.