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Unhappy Him (poem about rape & depression) - April 7th 2014, 10:37 AM

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Him- not his personality, appearance or smile -but something more distressing,
Not a story nor a tale but a fact that nobody seems to comprehend, they just see it as a label -transgressing,
Apparently thatís my fault,
An indecent act, rape, sexual assault,
Put a label on it- like everybody you've ever heard,
Once melancholy kills me will my death be labelled as simply suicide- a word that sums up millions of deaths worldwide, millions of different situations given the same label- how absurd,
I remember- arms forcing me, restraining me, overpowering me
I remember hands- choking me as I felt my airway being constricted- I feel nothing near to be free,
I donít deserve to be breathing, I donít want to be here, I donít want to live- Iím less than nothing- no more than worthless but close to lifeless,
Silence,
Iím dead,
Or At least I wish- my unheard words, the things they had or hadn't said,
My grades declining,
Iím a failure- my goals- I see no point in redefining,
I see no purpose to life at all anymore,
I feel like I've lost my innocence or at least what was left of it, that I can never get back and had no control over- now Iím just your typical used up worthless whore,
Sweet deep punctures in my thighs,
Not even they can bleed tears that stop the despondent cries,
Hereís where my sweet story ends,
As my hope fades- the once present smile on my face no longer pretends.


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Re: Him (poem about rape & depression) - April 7th 2014, 10:51 AM

Very beautifully written!


Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
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Re: Him (poem about rape & depression) - April 7th 2014, 05:56 PM

I agree with Dez, this is beautiful. It's also very relatable. Keep posting! I'd love to read more of your work.


If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts
Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first


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Re: Him (poem about rape & depression) - April 9th 2014, 12:46 AM

This is so great! Very beautiful.


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