Song/Quote of the day!

[Starseeker]

Say what you mean
Tell me I'm right
And let the sun rain down on me
Give me a sign
I want to believe

(...)

He senses something, call it desperation
Another dollar, another day
And if she had the proper words to say,
She would tell him
But she'd have nothing left to sell him

(P!ATD - The Ballad of Mona Lisa)

[Storyteller.]

mama never told 'em there's a devil in me
i got a mouth full of rotten & a heart full of greed
shovels & dirt, shovels & dirt
well it ain't worth living if you don't get hurt

[matthewmatters]

im going to be listening to the full linkin park album minutes to midnight in tribute to chester, but one song in particular speaks. Leave out all the rest.

"When my time comes, forget the wrong that i've done. Help me leave behind some reason to be missed. Don't resent me and when you're feeling empty, keep me in your memory. Leave out all the rest" so he wasn't perfect and we should remember the things we liked him for and also to not think badly of him for taking an easy way out. this kind of thing can be complicated

[Clarent]

Rational Gaze by Meshuggah. Just... mind-blowing.

"Possessed, owned, controlled
By the common sense-infected rational gaze
Onward forever we walk among the ignorant
Never stray from the common lines."

If I could hold back the rain
Would you numb the pain
'Cause I remember everything
If I could help you forget
Would you take my regrets
'Cause I remember everything

[Clarent]

Originally Posted by ~Abibliophobe~

If I could hold back the rain
Would you numb the pain
'Cause I remember everything
If I could help you forget
Would you take my regrets
'Cause I remember everything

Thumbs up for 5FDP!

As for me :

"Trapped within your own apathy
Spiralling into a cycle of loss
Beaten mind with a bruised reflection
It's addiction to failure and substances
That ties you to your selfish punishment
In your eyes it's cursed
No fix, no cure, tortured with imperfection
Your hatred is aimless
This is my hatred, this is my vow,
Never to be broken!"

[daisy_jam]

I'm dancing with my demons
I'm hanging off the edge
Storm clouds gather beneath me
Waves break above my head
Headfirst hallucination
I wanna fall wide awake now
You tell me it's alright
Tell me I'm forgiven, tonight
But nobody can save me now
I'm holding up a light
I'm chasing out the darkness inside
'Cause nobody can save me

It still really hurts </3

[TheAtomicBlade]

Originally Posted by ~Abibliophobe~

If I could hold back the rain
Would you numb the pain
'Cause I remember everything
If I could help you forget
Would you take my regrets
'Cause I remember everything

LOVE THAT SONG!

My song:

Wake up
Grab a brush and put a little (makeup)
Grab a brush and put a little
Hide the scars to fade away the (shakeup)
Hide the scars to fade away the
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
Here you go create another fable
You wanted to
Grab a brush and put a little makeup
You wanted to
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup
You wanted to
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
You wanted to
I don't think you trust
In, my, self righteous suicide
I, cry, when angels deserve to die,

[Clarent]

Fire! To begin whipping dance of the dead
Blackened is the end
To begin whipping dance of the dead
Color our world blackened.

[TheAtomicBlade]

We both lie silently still in the dead of the night
Although we both lie close together,
We feel miles apart inside
Was it something I said or something I did
Did my words not come out right?
Though I tried not to hurt you
But I guess thats why they say every rose has its thorn

[Storyteller.]

good grief & give it a rest
my struggle never relents

[TheAtomicBlade]

I'm leaving behind this world
And all the things I am (the things I am)
I'm tearing away from it
Because I know I can
I'm pushing away from you
And all the things you are (the things you are)
Don't need the memory
Already wear the scars
There is no yesterday
Tomorrow's far away
I (I) gave you everything
And in return
You gave me nothing
Show me a sign (sign)
Please give me anything
I will not hide from what's inside of me
My nemesis

[Clarent]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GNzdVsajedM

Might be the best melodic metalcore album out there. Blows the rest of BFMW's discography out of the water.

[eaty]

I'm done reliving my bad decisions
I see now maybe there's a reason
Why, I, I, I, I, I, I been through hell and back
Yeah, honestly, it's what made me who I am
Holding on to wasted time
Gotta learn to let go in life

So I think it's time to practice what I preach
Exorcise the demons inside me
Whoa, gotta learn to let it go
The past can't haunt me if I don't let it
Live and learn and never forget it
Whoa, gotta learn to let it go

[Kintsukuroi.]

I'm proud of who I am
No more monsters, I can breathe again
And you said that I was done
Well, you were wrong and now the best is yet to come
--
You brought the flames and you put me through hell
I had to learn how to fight for myself
And we both know all the truth I could tell
I'll just say this is I wish you farewell

[TheAtomicBlade]

Through the Shadow by Insomnium

[Clarent]

Rotting in Vain by Korn.

The newest album is something, alright.
Kinda fun to listen. I'd say a solid 6.5/10 They improved a lot since their beginnings.

[Starseeker]

Originally Posted by aguy

Wake up
Grab a brush and put a little (makeup)
Grab a brush and put a little
Hide the scars to fade away the (shakeup)
Hide the scars to fade away the
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
Here you go create another fable
You wanted to
Grab a brush and put a little makeup
You wanted to
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup
You wanted to
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
You wanted to
I don't think you trust
In, my, self righteous suicide
I, cry, when angels deserve to die,

I love both this and Aerials. They always lift me up. ♡

Drink until we drop
Let's take another shot
We don't give a fuck
Now take it from the top

(Vigiland - Shots & Squats)

[Storyteller.]

don't patronise me with those condescending words you spew
your point of view is filtered through your ignorance

[TheAtomicBlade]

Playing with the boys - Kenny Loggins

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
By becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me?
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
And every second I waste is more than I can take!

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
By becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know I may end up failing too
But I know you were just like me with someone disappointed in you

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
By becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be

Triggering: abuse

Do you feel like a man
When you push her around?
Do you feel better now
As she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend,
One day this world's got to end
As your lies crumble down,
a new life she has found.

Facedown in the dirt,
She said, "this doesn't hurt,"
She said,
"I've finally had enough."
Face down in the dirt,
She said, "this doesn't hurt,"
She said,
"I've finally had enough."

Originally Posted by DanceCommander

Triggering: abuse

Do you feel like a man
When you push her around?
Do you feel better now
As she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend,
One day this world's got to end
As your lies crumble down,
a new life she has found.

Facedown in the dirt,
She said, "this doesn't hurt,"
She said,
"I've finally had enough."
Face down in the dirt,
She said, "this doesn't hurt,"
She said,
"I've finally had enough."

When I was 17 I used to listen to this song on repeat all the time. Also the way she feels by between the trees was a song I'd listen to on repeat.

[NeuroBeautiful]

Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head, I wanna drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world, mad world

[Clarent]

A New Belief-System
Salvation Found In Vomit And Blood
Where Deprivation, Lies
Corruption, War And Pain Is God

Decay, Disgrace, Disgust
Our State Of Zen

The Grime Of Contempt And Degeneration
Sticky, Foul And Pungent
The Sediment Of Our Creation
We Flourish In This Bloodred Soil

[Eternal]

2 years gone
Came back as some bones and so cynical
This skin don't feel like home
It's all overgrown but you'll never know
Take the mirror from the wall so I can't see myself at all
Don't wanna see another damn inch of my skull
Forget the poems of saints and ghosts
I'm the one I fear the most
Little did I know that I was only crying wolf

I know it's so wrong but I'm so far gone
Don't need you to tell me I'm so cynical
Quit being so over-skeptical
Don't need a metaphor for you to know I'm miserable

[Storyteller.]

& i confess
i feel the stress
we've got a problem
to address:
we're compromised

[TheAtomicBlade]

Please forgive me
I cant stop loving you

[Storyteller.]

there's a humming in the restless summer air
and we're slipping off the course that we prepared
but in all chaos there is calculation
dropping glasses just to hear them break

[daisy_jam]

Bad Dream by The Jungle Giants

This song makes me want to trip out

[TheAtomicBlade]

Shooting star by Gojira

Holy hell these guys are good

[daisy_jam]

A Fever Dream by Everything Everything

[Starseeker]

The shimmer of white skies
I spin to and fro

[Clarent]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hJ_eVIZkjZE

[kaihousely]

Just discovered Havana by Camila Cabello feat. Young Thug. It's insanely good, can't stop listening to it

[Storyteller.]

all we are is more than scars

we were made for more
than to be victims of this storm
we're gonna come out bent but not broken
hurt but still hoping
'cause everything's gonna change
we will be restored

Triggering: ED mention


He cries in the corner where nobody sees
He's the kid with the story
No one would believe
He prays every night
"Dear God won't you please
Could you send someone here
Who will love me?"

Who will love me for me
Not for what I have done
Or what I will become
Who will love me for me
'Cause nobody has shown me what love
What love really means

Her office is shrinking a little each day
She's the woman whose husband has run away
She'll go to the gym after working today
Maybe if she was thinner
Then he would've stayed
And she says...
Who will love me for me
Not for what I have done
Or what I will become
Who will love me for me
'Cause nobody has shown me what love
What love really means
What love really means

[TheAtomicBlade]

Triggering Suicide

Cut my life into pieces,
This is my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding

[Mismatched Socks]

Behind my eyelids are islands of violence,
My mind's ship-wrecked,
This is the only land my mind could find,
I did not know it was such a violent island,
Full of tidal waves, suicidal crazed lions,
They're trying to eat me, blood running down their chin,
And I know that I can fight or I can let the lion win,
I begin to assemble what weapons I can find,
'Cause sometimes to stay alive you gotta kill your mind.

[daisy_jam]

The Other by Lauv