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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
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February 6th 2021, 04:42 PM
it's all wrong. i'm not fit enough, not productive enough, not motivated enough. i'm not enough. i'm not fit for this world, that's it. and that's why i should probably depart from here.
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 11th 2021, 01:58 AM
Ugh... how do you get a valentine's day gift for your girlfriend that says, "I love you, but I really dont want you to feel a special connection with this object if/when we inevitably break up"
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 13th 2021, 03:33 PM
Are you serious? Are you fucking serious? I've never ever called in sick or skipped work because of any other reason, today I'd been vomiting all day long and you dare say I'm pretending I'm ill because I'm too lazy to go to work? I'm SO. FUCKING. GLAD. those are my very last days being your employee. Go fuck yourself.
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February 13th 2021, 10:25 PM
I've enjoyed not being at work for ten days. Going back tomorrow is bringing me so much anxiety and stress already and I haven't even started yet. In 24 hours, the day will be over. It's just one day. I can do this.
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February 16th 2021, 09:35 PM
I REALLY hope I'm not catching it now. I've already missed two days of work and probably at least one more because of her and now I'd have to miss God knows how many days if i get it too.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 16th 2021, 11:32 PM
As much as I hate work, the anxiety I have from not going in tomorrow is pretty bad too. Why do I feel like anytime spent not doing something else, is time wasted?
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 17th 2021, 12:42 AM
In 3.5 years this has literally happened ONCE where NO ONE was available. Believe me, if there were any other option I'd be using it. The only alternative is an Uber which, for a ride both ways would cost me what I would earn during said shift. So, not really worth it.
I absolutely HATE how out of routine and weird this week has been. I suppose that's what sick time is there for, but the reason I have so much is because I hate using it. I just want shit back to normal!
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Last edited by Kate*; February 17th 2021 at 03:50 AM.
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 18th 2021, 01:02 AM
If you are that upset, you need to step away. I was trying to HELP! I get that you're under incredible stress, so I'm trying not to take it too personally, but that was uncalled for! It's not my fault you're pregnant, it's not my fault you're high risk, and it's not my fault you're upset right now. If you're going to be like that, then you need to step back and CHILL the FUCK OUT. Considering this and the fact that I've already been blocked by someone else, I wonder if I should just leave. I'm also hormonal and dealing with shit of my own which is not helping. I know now is not the time to make the decision, but it's so God damn tempting. I am human, and so are you. I gave YOU the option to continue it which YOU did. Your actions are still not my fault. And... I'm blocked. Probably time to go, but at least this time I know what I did.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Last edited by Kate*; February 18th 2021 at 02:21 AM.
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 18th 2021, 09:44 PM
I don't know if it's tiredness or overstimulation but I cannot concentrate enough to string a sentence together right now. I can barely spell. What is going on?
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 20th 2021, 10:54 PM
I just don't know anymore. Maybe I should delete my account here and get away from the internet to be with my family while we mend. I'm so broken tonight.