Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

[DeletedAccount53]

If you spoke to me like that in real life, I'd make certain you'd resemble a panda.

[Everglow.]

Anxious. I wonder if it's obvious to you that I'm still pissed off?

[Everglow.]

Good start to the day, upset my best friend and now I'm probably gonna spend the next three days not talking to anyone.

[Mindfulness.]

I don't want to feel like this anymore. I don't think I have enough energy.

[Starseeker]

It's been a long time since I felt somebody's absence this intensively.

[Kate*]

In my defense, if you're saving something for a reason, you usually TELL me. I was hungry and we're out of snacks (again)

I'm so angry

[Mindfulness.]

I just want to be where I want to be, career wise.

[DeletedAccount53]

Get your proselytizing out of my face.

[DeletedAccount53]

Stop ranting and bring in some Christmas goodwill and kindness.

[Kate*]

You could tell she was struggling, you asked and she told you NO and ALL DONE several times. Yet, you pushed saying "You don't have a choice." and then got pissed off when she finally lost it. Good job.

I'm not cut out for life.

[DeletedAccount53]

Don't come to me with drama. I don't ever do drama!

[Mindfulness.]

I wish someone would be me a chance.

What makes you think you can talk to me like that? I may be your child, but I am not a child. It's really not okay for you to scold me, especially when you could've approached that in much better ways than turning to ridicule. For God's sakes.

[Mindfulness.]

I wish COVID-19 never existed.

[Kate*]

Only one note left so far and it wasn't that bad. But, if I put something back out and it's pulled again, I'm leaving it back there; and I'm ONLY one doing the carts, and I'm doing them twice a shift, so I don't want to hear about that again. I'm not coming in on my days off to do their job because they can't be bothered, or redoing my own job because someone keeps undoing it.

[DeletedAccount53]

Amazon France stated 'Colis livré au résident'. They did not! I contacted customer services- useless! More like CUSStomer services. Still not got our orders.

[Mindfulness.]

I was hoping to not be so busy in 2021 but it looks like I don't have a choice.

Panicking about not sleeping will make it harder to sleep. It's gonna be one of those nights where I just have to naturally fall asleep.

[DeletedAccount53]

Ugh I feel rough this morning and wasn't drinking last night either.

That anxiety medication did not work and I'm freaking out

[DeletedAccount53]

Last night some little shit nicked the saddle off my Speedvagen bike, and Julie's. Monaco has 557 police and 910 CCTV cameras. I cannot understand how they got away with it!

[Everglow.]

Spilled half a pint of water onto an extension lead. Literally the clumsiest person alive and I fucking cant stand how pathetic I am.

[Mindfulness.]

I really wish I had more motivation.

[Rivière]

My mum claimed that this was our 'last Christmas', claiming we won't have a home next year. I don't think she realises her 'realist' behaviour just craps on everybody actually trying to do their part to keep us afloat.

[Starseeker]

I feel so low.

[Kate*]

I'm sure he's fine. That blew up, so he's getting flooded and it probably triggered him. You just heard him say he doesn't want to die. He can take care of himself and he has her to help him. He'll work through it and come back when he's ready.

Either they're really far behind, or they aren't going to approve that. Feeling censored from some of the only people who really "get" me is not helping.

[Mindfulness.]

I just want to be where I want to do.

[Everglow.]

Deep breaths. It's only work. You've been there a million times before tomorrow will be no different. That's kind of the issue though isn't it? We're back in national lockdown and we're not even reducing testing.

Deep breaths. Deep. Breaths.

[Mindfulness.]

I want to be more motivated.

[Kate*]

Not TH-related

I think it just died down, not that everyone blocked me. But, I'm not blocked by her in chat. I wonder if it was an accident, or if I just got on her nerves. Maybe they haven't all turned on me.
Seriously brain: STOP being paranoid. Even if they did end up all turning on me, (which I'm not sure they're actually capable of), would it really matter that much? He knows who I am, I matter to him on some level, and if the community loses some of it's cohesiveness because he's so sporadic then, so be it. Maybe it'll come back too.

[Everglow.]

So paranoid that I'm going to catch it again. Little bit of neck pain or back pain and I think I'm getting sick again.
My manager is required by law to offer the whole team twice-weekly testing and still hasn't. How can I feel safe if he can't do his part? Will be bringing this up tomorrow. It's not okay.

[Starseeker]

I have already increased the dosage of medication. And I've been feeling depressed again. Am I doomed to suffer from depression my whole life?

[Kate*]

Still paranoid, but if I can prove they're incompetent then I should be fine since I literally had NO idea.

[Mindfulness.]

I just want someone to say yes.

[DeletedAccount53]

Maman, do you ever listen to Julie and I? Merde! - You need to get that log out of your eye and that brick out of your ear!

[Kate*]

I think I'm getting sick... For the love of God, don't let it be COVID (I don't think it is, but who knows and it's too early to get tested anyway) I've literally had symptoms for like 6 hours.

[Mindfulness.]

I just want more motivation.

[Everglow.]

Need to figure out a way to snap out of the negative thinking thats kicked in today.