Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

[Mindfulness.]

I really hope it's not extended.

[Starseeker]

My mind is so heavy.

[Mindfulness.]

Let's hope it all blows over soon.

[Soda_Voxel]

I hate everyone almost as much as I hate myself

[Starseeker]

It's difficult to wait through that silence.

I'm anxious and stressing

[Everglow.]

Literally so sick of feeling like this.

[Kate*]

I'm doing the best I can, but if you ever decide that's not good enough for you, watch how fast it falls apart without me.

[Kate*]

If only ending up alone wasn't a realistic fear. I just want someone to do life with, but like most things I want and deserve, my DX will probably take it from me.

Work shouldn't make me so stressed out and suicidal. It isn't even the clients or the stress that comes from that. It's the beauracratic stuff. The disparities. The stress about what's going to pop up on my evaluation and if I'm gonna have to dispute it and make waves or just let it go. My dad will tell me not to let it go so it doesn't cause issues at a later date

[Everglow.]

Wonder if I'll sleep tonight.
Wonder if I'll be up for the next 48 hours panicking.

[Soda_Voxel]

I just want a comfy bed so I can have a depression nap comfortably without getting aches all over

[Mindfulness.]

I just hate being this anxious.

To quote my favorite show, "you are everything that is wrong with you."

[Soda_Voxel]

why the fuck do i have to make it all about me all the time i cant do this anymore i dont want to be here anymore

[Kate*]

Either I was (probably) wrong or he didn't want to tell me. But, he seemed to genuinely have no clue what I was talking about. Either way STOP thinking about it. There is NOTHING there, and even if there was, it will NEVER happen.

[Mindfulness.]

I need to stop feeling so guilty about spending money on myself.

[Kate*]

For the millionth time, SCHEDULE BETTER so she can do the job you hired her for, I don't drown, and I don't have a nervous breakdown. And while we're at it, do your own job too. There's a new system for paystubs, and I've seen and heard NOTHING about it. I'm going to need that at some point!

[Mindfulness.]

I just want one day to be OK physically.

[Everglow.]

Yikes. Get jabbed one day and then get told I have to isolate the next.

[Mindfulness.]

Lol I just love how people don't follow the rules.

[Starseeker]

Too many doubts and what ifs in my head. It doesn't matter now, I have said what I had to say.

[Mindfulness.]

I wish I wasn't so anxious all the time.

[Starseeker]

Constant feeling of guilt for everything is crushing me. I wish I could stop being alive for an hour, a day, maybe a week or maybe more

I don't get it. You're my fucking BOYFRIEND. You shouldn't go leaving my last text to you unread for three days. Sometimes I feel like you pick me up and put me down when it's convenient for you. Let's just say something is wrong when my ex is texting me sweet, caring messages and my current partner can't even be bothered to tell me if he is okay or not.

[Mindfulness.]

Hopefully there will be some good news.

[Kate*]

I'm getting sick, this week is going to SUCK

So let me get this straight: you don't text me for three fucking days, and then when you do text me you mention super offhand that, oh yeah, tomorrow night I am taking the test again? Never mind that it's our night together. And, on TOP of all that, you don't offer an alternative night to spend time together this week. The most ironic part of this is if you'd just communicated about all of it I'd be fine. But you didn't, so, fuck you, asshole.

[Starseeker]

Shit, I'm so afraid I've made a huge mistake.

[Mindfulness.]

I just want to leave my job.

[Kate*]

If I didn't know this was ending and I wasn't sick, I would've quit. Time to go to bed early so I can not breathe/sleep

[Kate*]

And now the battle with myself I shouldn't have to fight. It's just a cold and they need me, and I've called off more this year than ever, I should go in.

I'm exhausted, I have the time, this is exactly what it's for. And how much would I really get done? It's not my fault they can't schedule responsibly, it's not like I planned this.

Is this going to snowball?

[Mindfulness.]

Urgh, it's been extended.

[Ragamuffin]

How am I supposed to pass an exam in something I’ve only been learning for 3 days?? I wish I didn’t have a learning disability…I wish I could learn as quickly as other people

[Mindfulness.]

Another week of lockdown.

I fucking hate myself.

[Everglow.]

Been out of isolation a day and a half and now I'm back in isolation again July is a write off.

Of course. Why am I not surprised?

[Everglow.]

The panic is kicking in. It's going to be a long 10 days.