Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

[Starseeker]

I feel so inadequate. So out of place, so not enough.

[Mindfulness.]

I really don't want to go back to work tomorrow.

[Everglow.]

Sometimes it seems like the whole world is going wrong.

[Soda_Voxel]

If I can't hurt myself physically, I will do it mentally.

[Mindfulness.]

There was a massive jump in Covid-19 cases today.

[Kate*]

How is every employee going to do hours of required safety training on time with 3 ipads?! And how am I supposed to function with ZERO hangers while it takes at least 3 weeks to get more?! Let me guess, NONE of this occurred to you, and we'll be dealing with the consequences of your resulting meltdown when you figure it out.

Either TRAIN him, or leave him ALONE. With how hard you constantly ride him, I can't believe he hasn't quit. And either HIRE more people or SCHEDULE BETTER so you're not constantly shorthanded. It's not rocket science!

No Amazon, I know people don't normally let their gift cards lay around for a few years. And no, I know normal people don't try to redeem all that balance at one point in time three (or so) years later.

But I am not normal, and I am still salty.

[Soda_Voxel]

i cannot live like this anymore

[Mindfulness.]

I just want everything back to normal.

JFC, self, when the hell will you ever learn?!

[Kate*]

I'm not okay, I think I know why, but still not okay. And since I'm spending my next day off at the fucking eye doctor and the other one doing laundry, I don't actually get a break for a full week!

I need a mental health week at work but might have to accept a mental health day.

I'm convinced I'm gonna get fired. Absolutely convinced and nothing is making it better

My body really put me through a lot this evening. I am freaking exhausted.

[Mindfulness.]

I wish I was rich.

[Kate*]

My payment won't go through, and of course it's a weekend. And we have a shit ton of hangers. Apparently, I'm just blind.

I'm tired..... ...... .....

[Mindfulness.]

I hate this lockdown blues.

[Kate*]

See, it ended up wasted because you wanted it open. I kept closing it for that exact reason.

Work is giving us 3 days to deal with the clearance and a MASSIVE salvage list, and I'm spending the entirety of my next day off at the eye doctor, then working 4 days, ending on a Saturday, only to spend Sunday doing laundry and working 3 more days before I finally get a break that actually is one. This week is going to SUCK and I need a vacation, that I will have to wait a month for once I request it.

[Mindfulness.]

It's just all so tiring.

[Mindfulness.]

I've really got to not stress about things.

[Starseeker]

Two people I've been calling my best friends have left me out. Three times now. I don't have anyone else I would call a friend. I feel devastated and so alone.

[Soda_Voxel]

I am such a waste of oxygen. I can't do anything as good as anyone else. I shouldn't be here.

[Mindfulness.]

I really hope I pass my quiz.

[Soda_Voxel]

I'm in love with you, dumbass!!!!! /srs!!!!!!!!!!!

[Kate*]

Looks like I have to go in person to get glasses since my frames are discontinued, can you even try them on right now?! Plus, this makes the process longer. I wanted to get them ASAP

[Mindfulness.]

I wish I was more motivated and not so indecisive.

[Mindfulness.]

Looks like I'm spending my Saturday doing housework.

[Kate*]

Just because our employee only area is blocked off by a curtain instead of a door, and what amounts to a fence, instead of a wall, DOES NOT mean you can come behind it, or say "excuse me" through it until you get my attention! I'm either doing something else that needs to be done, or ON A BREAK which is the only time during my shift when I am NOT obligated to assist you. If I am NOT on the floor, I am NOT available. so listen to the signs telling you not to go back there, and leave me the fuck alone!

I'm tired of people. I'm tired of the world. I'm tired of most things. Covid, politics, life.

[Mindfulness.]

I wish I wasn't in this situation.

[Soda_Voxel]

I guess I'll just enjoy this, cuz it's the closest I'll ever get to real love from you.

[Everglow.]

Eugh the world is literally set up to allow couples to succeed. Single people like me will always find it harder and it's really frustrating.

I'm kind of hoping this depression is from my period getting ready to start because I'm sitting here feeling very overwhelmed and depressed but at least I don't want to die.

[Mindfulness.]

I just want things to go back to normal.

[Mindfulness.]

I just want it to shift.

[Kate*]

I still wonder why there was that much of a difference between my last two checks, and considering I'm now bored for the second half of my shift every day, I really don't feel like going in tomorrow.

[Soda_Voxel]

It's not fucking fair. I want to start self harming so bad. I want to be able to release by hurting myself. But nooooo, I can't. Because "my life matters" and my mum would find out and she said if she ever caught me self harming she'd take me to the hospital. And I'm too cowardly to hit myself anymore, even though it barely even hurts. I want to die

I'm struggling to function

[Kate*]

Bored enough all day that I'm trying to decide if going home early is worth the money it would cost me. Manager would probably let me.

[Mindfulness.]

Lets hope the government keeps to their word this time.