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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 1st 2022, 01:56 AM
I REALLY hope I get a better offer, the amount of hours I'd need to stay off of Medicaid would be ridiculous.
And when the subject of your e-mail says "Phone screen," and you don't respond again asking me to come in, then I will assume you're calling, or you're going to tell me soon enough beforehand that I need to actually show up.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 1st 2022, 07:57 PM
3 hours of work is stupid, but at this point I'm only there for the money. You screwed me and I'm trying to make up where I can until I can get out. Had an interviewer blow me off already, but they're sweet so we'll try again tomorrow. So, can't relax tonight or tomorrow, Thursday is laundry day and then back to "work" for the 3 days. Life fucking sucks right now.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 4th 2022, 08:41 PM
What if this isn't worth it? What if I can't keep it up and it's all in vain and I go back to square one and then I just fucking die and it's all for nothing? All that effort, all that money and hope, would be for nothing.
I know I can't lose hope so easily. But it's fucking hard, even despite all these tools I have now and all this stuff I've learned.
It's enough to live a live with love until we die Autism, Depression, Anxiety
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 6th 2022, 04:19 AM
Given how the job search is going, I almost have to hold on and hope that once she's gone, I can plead my case to her replacement and hope I get back to a livable paycheck.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Last edited by Kate*; February 7th 2022 at 12:26 AM.
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 6th 2022, 09:14 PM
I really don't want to have that nightmare again. In the end, it's only a dream, but it was horrible. It was sensory overload and apocalyptic hopelessness all in one.
It's enough to live a live with love until we die Autism, Depression, Anxiety
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 7th 2022, 09:20 AM
I have a week off work, which means a week where I don't have to do covid tests every single day. And what happens? I get contact traced, and have to do a lateral flow every day for 7 days. Literally so annoying.
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 8th 2022, 02:01 AM
Here we go again. Am I staying, am I using it as leverage, should I even bother thinking about it considering none of them have worked out? I need more money and I deserve a manager who won't stab me in the back.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 8th 2022, 07:16 PM
Well, I can't tell how that went. I'll be disappointed, but not devastated if I don't get it. And, they straight out said they would be willing to work around the availability if I want to stay, but never gave me a pay rate.
Edit: I'm HIRED so now we deal with the anxiety of THAT, the fact that I don't have all the information I wish I had, that I left my middle name off the form and what if I hate it?!
I guess subconsciously I'm hell bent on sabotaging this.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Last edited by Kate*; February 9th 2022 at 01:59 AM.
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 8th 2022, 08:22 PM
I can't even enjoy things I do like anymore!! All my existing interests now make me anxious and/or depressed for one reason or another! It's not fair. I miss liking things! I miss having that passion! But no, I'm just too scared to do anything for the stupidest of reasons and so I haven't enjoyed them in a month or more. UGH
It's enough to live a live with love until we die Autism, Depression, Anxiety
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 9th 2022, 05:03 PM
I'm so frustrated
I'm so frustrated
I'm so frustrated
I'm so frustrated
I'm so frustrated
I'm so frustrated
I'm so frustrated
I'm so frustrated
I'm so frustrated
I fucking hate my life!!!!!!
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 15th 2022, 11:51 PM
It's beyond obvious now that you'll ignore my availability and even over pay me when you NEED me, so give me the PT 30 like you SHOULD'VE done in the first place, it's common sense and it's NOT THAT fucking HARD
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte