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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Re: Complaint of the Day 2 -
May 29th 2018, 01:20 PM
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I really don't know what to do, but I have to figure it out RIGHT now. There are no good options, just bad and worse. And I have to keep my mouth shut about all of this so that I don't make things even worse.
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
Re: Complaint of the Day 2 -
May 31st 2018, 11:54 PM
I wish that I didn't feel anxiety about going to that place without my friend's. I'd really like to go tonight but doubt it will happen because anxiety is shit.
I'm also feeling like I don't have friend's. I suck at initiating much of anything and no one is hanging out at the normal place we do....so I am at a place where ... I just don't initiate. I still have friend's and I know they'd be open to hanging out but I can't fucking initiate shit.
Re: Complaint of the Day 2 -
June 1st 2018, 08:38 PM
My breathing is bad again. I really need to go to the doctor. Maybe I'll look into scheduling something towards the end of the year. At least I am not getting sick which is what I was afraid of last night
Re: Complaint of the Day 2 -
June 2nd 2018, 04:13 PM
A box I ordered has been in preshipment today. I'm nervous because she said it should shi out yesterday. It's the first time I ordered.
I know there were delays with the holiday.. If it doesn't update by Monday I'll message her.. I paid good money for that. I don't want to make a big deal but I want my box and there have been no update
Re: Complaint of the Day 2 -
June 3rd 2018, 10:00 AM
I am still angry at my dad. He believes the same thing that the rest of the world does. I really shouldn't be disappointed by I am.
Maybe all these old people should consider why the younger generation is so entitled. We are not the ones who came up with the idea for participation trophies...if we are being honest.
Re: Complaint of the Day 2 -
June 5th 2018, 11:42 AM
Even though yesterday was okay I was hoping to do menial stuff till Wednesday. That changed and my anxiety is rampant. I know it's okay but I can't help the feel.
I also can't stand that my dad thinks that in order for me to keep up my appearance I need to wear makeup. It's obvious that I don't. I hate how shitty he makes me feel about myself.
Work is boring. Nothing to do until later. I want to do more then read but I'd prefer reading at this point. Meh, at least I get to go home and make dinner. This weekend should be good though
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Re: Complaint of the Day 2 -
June 10th 2018, 12:57 PM
So tired, can't focus on work. Need to focus on myself, but you need my help. I've worked like 2 full weeks straight for you, no days off, no weekends. Can't I please have a break? You're wearing me out, but you want me to do well in school next semester. I'm pushing myself too hard, and you're pushing me even harder. But my health comes first, right? Or is it health first, unless it affects grades or whatever work you need me to do? So basically, health comes second most of the time.
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
Re: Complaint of the Day 2 -
June 10th 2018, 03:33 PM
Dealing with family irritates me. Sometimes I wish I could move to a different state. The onky contact I'd have to have is phone calls and the occasional text.
Re: Complaint of the Day 2 -
June 11th 2018, 02:26 AM
I am going to complain again today.
I am dreading going back to work tomorrow and it's not because I don't like it. It's not because I don't want to work. It's because I don't want to sit around for another week with absolutely nothing to do worrying about if I am making a bad impression.
I had to come up with ways to keep myself preoccupied and I am sure that showed initiative but what if they thought I was being lazy.
Tempted to take my medication right now and just sleep the night away but I can't because my luck I'll wake up at like 230am
Re: Complaint of the Day 2 -
June 12th 2018, 03:27 AM
Another complaint but whatever.
I do what I can to take direction. I was trying not to ask questions but I didn't understand everything until later in the day and even then...I wasn't 100% sure. Your behavior led to me feeling worthless and like a failure. I am worried about my review because I don't get any direction.
I probably messed some things up today and I'll take the fall for it. I'll take accountability but I hate feeling worthless.
Today was a shit day and tomorrow will be worse. I'll ask questions and you'll get annoyed. I don't always understand how to write those things out concisely because I've gotten no direction and the policy and guidelines only says so much.
I am going to fail. I hate myself for being a fail. Also I really hope these people give me access to my time card because that's how I get paid and I need money.
Re: Complaint of the Day 2 -
June 12th 2018, 09:54 AM
Today was a lot harder than I thought it would be and I'm so tired as a result. Way too many unexpected interactions, a new manager, my thoughts were all over the place, and now my internet's playing up as well. All in all, not one of my better days.
Re: Complaint of the Day 2 -
June 12th 2018, 05:30 PM
Meeting with my boss today. He's probably going to tell me I'm a terrible employee. Keep thinking about failure and suicide. Also heard her talking about me again and laughing. I'm sorry I lack confidence. I feel I'm doing better today. I may make mistakes but I have no goddamn training.
Re: Complaint of the Day 2 -
June 13th 2018, 05:48 PM
Flashbacks all day long... Started around 815. I can taste it feel and see it. Over and over and over. I can't get it out of my head. How disgusting that was.
What do I do? I'm freaking out. I want to talk to my boss but I can't let him know I'm disabled until I can file for something after a year.
Please God help! This has been getting ready to happen for about a week.. It started with the taste and now it's all just stuck.
Maybe if I eat enough it will make it go the hell away.