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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 18th 2013, 02:30 AM
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I'm just so sad right now. I'm so angry and depressed and numb and clustered with horrible thoughts and it all could have been prevented if my parents had just said yes to letting me see a concert. But no. Everything was ruined yet again.
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 18th 2013, 01:48 PM
Sides hurt. Headache. Ridiculously bad urges already. Feel sick. Mildly triggered for an unknown reason. Very little time for music because my phone is broken.
Just another shitty Monday.
PM/VM Me if you need any sort of help, I welcome ANYONE who wants to talk.
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 18th 2013, 09:49 PM
When you don't have your mental health issues to blame your problems on anymore, it's very difficult to deal when you realise you still hate yourself.
I don't even know what's wrong with me. Nothing has even happened. I'm such an irrational bitch sometimes. Straight back to the sleeping pills like a little baby.
I feel kinda sick and icky and stuffs
Last edited by Chris; November 19th 2013 at 07:06 AM.
Reason: Combined posts.
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 18th 2013, 09:54 PM
Sitting here, really anxious, trying not to vomit. Walked the dog for extra time because I didn't want to be seen crying; but I'm like a desert anyway.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 18th 2013, 10:03 PM
I have this thing where I need to change my username (I changed my instagram username like six times in a month once) like, all the time because I'm never satisfied.
CURSE YOU, SIX MONTH LIMIT. CURSE YOUUUU
Really wanna be his girlfriend but fuck. my. social. skills.
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 19th 2013, 08:49 PM
My grades are going to shit and I have so much late homework but I have no motivation and I'm just a failure.
Medications must not be helping, I still feel like a waste of life.... I hate feeling like a ghost.
Still not over being used by Pat. I'm such an idiot. He doesn't need me. But I need to help him. I need him. Goddammit Taylor you're such a slut....
Why can't I get over him? Why can't he get over her? Why can't she give me space? Why can't he stop being so clingy and annoying?
I want to go to that Skillet concert. I want to go to A concert. But that will never happen because I have no money because I have no job because I have no car or time or fucks given.
I just hate myself right now.
The End can take me if they want.
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 20th 2013, 08:10 PM
Again all of I've done today is cough. If I take cough medicine it makes me drowsy but if I don't, then I get stuck coughing. Plus I can't take the medicine before work because well, drowsiness, so I get stuck with endless coughing for so long. -_-
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 21st 2013, 09:59 AM
I did worse on the part of the SAT on the math part I needed to improve and better on the writing and reading.
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 21st 2013, 07:26 PM
I'm such an idiot. Stupid pathetic little girl. I'm just a idiot...
Pm and Cr and Cs... fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!
I cut myself today. Probably will get in trouble for that one.
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 22nd 2013, 03:08 AM
When people treat your genuine fears like they're trivial shit <<<
Also when people act like you're a horrible bitch for feeling <<<
Yeah, fuck you very much. Some love you have for me.
It's RAINING.
(In a state where it doesn't rain! )
Last edited by Chris; November 22nd 2013 at 09:43 PM.
Reason: Combined posts
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 22nd 2013, 05:05 AM
It's great that you've finished for the year, but some people haven't. And those people are often trying to study or sleep when you're getting drunk and being loud, so it wouldn't kill you to have a little bit of respect and go elsewhere or at least keep it down.
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 24th 2013, 03:26 AM
Nothing is helping my sore throat.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 25th 2013, 05:14 PM
22 years of age and dropped my dinner. Something I haven't done since a child. Then I lose my appetite for dinner and my mum's swarming me like it's this huge problem. I know she's only concerned but coming back telling me how she's put another dinner away for me not once but twice and on the second time doesn't even bother knocking and barges in to tell me just makes me feel really frustrated. I just want to relax after work. Why is that so much of a problem.? I just want to be left alone while I unwind. -_-