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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 11th 2014, 03:53 AM
My joints are excruciating.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 11th 2014, 06:10 AM
The amount of time I have spent on homework is beyond annoying. 8 hours later I am finally mostly done/ahead in all my work. but ugh. Why was I such an idiot and took so many AP classes.
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 11th 2014, 11:17 PM
I think I need help again, but you have enough to worry about and are busy enough without me bothering you about it. Hopefully the current conversation we're having is enough to help.
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 12th 2014, 02:55 AM
Why do you have to succeed where I failed? I get that you're happy, and little miss perfect/gets everything she wants in life, but take others into consideration before you gloat. You don't know how much pain you cause me. And you'll never know, cause you're too busy living the high life.
Savvy?
Last edited by Phantom_Girl; March 12th 2014 at 03:13 AM.
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 14th 2014, 02:06 AM
I'm hiding behind a mask. I want to look fine. I want to appear normal. But I also want to disappear. I want all of this to end. Slipping away. So alone.
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 14th 2014, 02:57 AM
someone decided to throw a giant chunk of ice/ snow at me today. that hurt.. then i had a major fucking panic attack after that
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 14th 2014, 03:18 AM
I don't know how much longer I can pretend to be okay, when I feel like giving in. I'm tired of being alone, tired of pretending that I'm happy. I'm not strong enough.
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 14th 2014, 09:49 AM
Out of all the questions on my Chemistry exam, the one I couldn't do just happened to be the only one in its section. I've essentially failed one third of my exam. Ugh.
I could dwell on my problems... But I'd rather make a milkshake...
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 14th 2014, 10:50 PM
Think I'm getting the damn norovirus :/
The neon burns a hole in the night, and the Freon burns a hole in the sky.
You can find my kind living right on the fault line, eyes on the seaside, lives on the B-side, kites on the power lines.
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 15th 2014, 01:14 AM
i thought i was okay today. so fucking triggered now
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 16th 2014, 12:43 AM
i can't replay last night
i almost died like 83345 times last night, and my entire body hurts.
also, i saw someone having a seizure at the show, and it's burned into my head now
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 16th 2014, 09:18 PM
I wish things were as intended for this day as I planned yesterday but I did none of my wishes in this day. I gotta be disgusted at myself, I'm just a stupid human being... not worth the time of someone's life.
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 16th 2014, 11:04 PM
Why do you always have to do this to me? I was actually okay for most of today, then you had to go off at me for no reason. All you do is tell me that I'm not good enough and make it quite obvious how little you believe in me. Maybe if you actually believed in me, I would do something right for once. I'm sorry I'm not good enough. I'm sorry, okay? I'm just trying to survive and you're making that harder for me.
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 17th 2014, 12:21 AM
I can't take this family anymore.
My dad kicked my mom out.
More secrets more lies more secrets more lies.
She's been seeing a what??? A psychic? What the hell?
Oh, and great, Nicole's in on the game now too?
Statements, finances, 50/50 crap I don't understand.
And then there's her stupid phone with her stupid FaceTime. Should've known that's how she's talking to Kraig still.
And now she's gone. But she'll be back. My dad will let her walk all over him and us, again.
I can't... I can't.....
I want Matthew to be here, to hold me, to hug me, to make me laugh and tell me that everything is going to be fine.
But it's not going to be fine, is it....
Even he's going to leave me. I can't blow him like I'm sure he wants. I'm too scarred by Patrick, the pain and trying so hard for him, just to be his drug...
I just want Matthew to love me. I don't know... I can't lose him. Not again.
Anyways... Been so long without hurting myself, I wish I just could, everywhere, all over my arms, and not have anyone care. I feel so beautiful with cuts on me....
I wish I could be pretty for him.
I wish I could be enough for my mom to stay, and not be so horrible.
I wish my grades weren't so horrible.
I wish.
But it won't happen. My life is destined for disaster.
Someone just tell me it's going to be okay