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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Re: Complaint of the day -
February 9th 2016, 04:16 AM
I'm not pretty. I'm decent at best. Parts of me look nice, but most of me is unattractive. I don't look right. I don't feel right. I'm asymmetrical and lumpy and bony and childish-looking. I look twelve, not almost nineteen. I don't have what makes other girls beautiful. I don't have the right face shape or body proportions. Even my voice is ugly. I stammer so horribly on literally every other word. I'm not pretty. I'm not beautiful. I'm decent at best, and saying that's kind of a favor. Who wants decent? How can I live with decent?
I want to die. This suicidality that's been plaguing me for weeks now is not because of an outside event or another person. It's all because of me. Me and my unattractive body and ugly personality that makes me so awful to others. I'm a selfish friend and family member. Death is ten years overdue and I don't care who I inconvenience anymore.
Re: Complaint of the day -
February 9th 2016, 01:13 PM
I hate that Ava and I have to get out in the cold. It snowed a tiny bit last night, and while it isn't enough to hinder us from going, I would still rather stay home where it's warm.
"One day, in retrospect, the years of struggle will strike you as the most beautiful." ~Sigmund Freud
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
Re: Complaint of the day -
February 10th 2016, 01:26 PM
My complaint for the day is that it's snowing, and I'm afraid that it's going to snow us out of having Friend's day today. I've been waiting for this all week, and I really want it to happen. I'm so nervous it wont. Stupid snow.
"One day, in retrospect, the years of struggle will strike you as the most beautiful." ~Sigmund Freud
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
Re: Complaint of the day -
February 13th 2016, 10:54 PM
I thought I'd come out and say hi and be social since I haven't seen you in over eighteen hours but I guess I'll be staying in my room until you get over whatever you're mad at. You do really well to push people away when you don't want them around. I guess that's actually valid if you really look at it. I didn't do anything, though, so I'm a little miffed. And of course, because I'm a melodramatic overemotional premenstrual monster, I feel like crying, but don't bitch about having to placate me like you did last time, for the love of God.
Re: Complaint of the day -
February 15th 2016, 02:05 PM
So the father of one of my neighbours has been chainsawing little blocks of wood on the ground for hours. You'd think he'd take a break, have a drink, do something else.. but nope. Dzzzzzrrrrrrrt. RRRRRRT. 4 hours and still going...
Re: Complaint of the day -
February 15th 2016, 02:53 PM
My only complaint for the day is that Jordan had to drive out in the snow to go to work. I'm always worried about him getting in to an accident in these horrible conditions.
"One day, in retrospect, the years of struggle will strike you as the most beautiful." ~Sigmund Freud
Re: Complaint of the day -
February 16th 2016, 12:47 PM
I wish I didn't keep getting interrupted so much. If I can't learn to deal with interruptions and distractions now I'll not be very good during my time at university.
Re: Complaint of the day -
February 16th 2016, 07:37 PM
The bus is late. Again.
I know you are looking for a sea that lies beyond your reach
But im hoping my heart can stop you before you reach the beach
I know you have places to go
I know that you want the sea
But im hoping my heart will grow and that you'll
come back to me.....
Re: Complaint of the day -
February 19th 2016, 12:33 PM
The time seems to be going by slow. It feels like 5 minutes has gone by but only 1 minute has gone by.
It feels like an off day today. Dislike off days.
Re: Complaint of the day -
February 20th 2016, 02:34 AM
I'm sick with a fever.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
February 20th 2016, 01:23 PM
How can I get my life together when I can't even get my ass out of bed?
I am falling apart, I feel like I'm wasting away, and one day very soon I swear I'm gonna die
Re: Complaint of the day -
February 20th 2016, 11:18 PM
I have some sort of virus because walking or sitting up hurts. Laying down is more comfortable. Only time I feel like throwing up is when I am sitting up or walking.
Re: Complaint of the day -
February 21st 2016, 07:30 AM
I'm not the kind of creative person I want to be. All I see are people capturing their thoughts better or having more beautiful thoughts. I'm not happy with my creativity. The one fucking thing I'm good at and I'm not even that good at it. :-)
they're not gonna remember me for the creativity I left behind. all they're gonna remember is that I was annoyingly obsessive about it.
Re: Complaint of the day -
February 21st 2016, 09:19 AM
Woke up to a painful pimple under my lip but on my chin. Wasn't able to pop it, hurt to much, had three heads on it... put cream on it.
It hurts. I hope the cream helps.
Re: Complaint of the day -
February 21st 2016, 03:57 PM
My complaint for the day is that it's not as warm as yesterday, and now it's raining! My entire yard is flooded! I wish all the wet gross weather would stop, so we could have some of that warm sunshine.
"One day, in retrospect, the years of struggle will strike you as the most beautiful." ~Sigmund Freud
Re: Complaint of the day -
February 22nd 2016, 11:11 PM
No one in my family ever read the books. Not my parents, not my aunt, who saw me post about it on Facebook all the time, not my grandfather, who BOUGHT the book, and not my sister, who's a writer herself. No one in my family. My BEST FRIEND never even read it. The biggest champion I had for my writing is on the other side of the world. I've made it clear to everyone that I quit, and no one in my family has anything to say. Not my dad, not my sister, not my aunt - just my insufferable mother who wants to try to tell me, "Oh, just give it time. Don't delete anything. Just keep at it." Bitch, it's gone. It's been deleted. And who are you to tell me what to do in a way that says you don't actually care? You're so nonchalant. "Oh, just do this." You don't give a shit now and you never did.
And not one person, besides the one person on the other side of the world, has had anything to say. No one. So this was a good decision, I guess, because hardly anyone supported me in the fucking first place.
Re: Complaint of the day -
February 26th 2016, 01:08 AM
My professor sends out a notice that everybody did poorly on the assignment and that they are disappointed and want us to redo them. My class is stretched so thin. Maybe if the school would invest more money in the students, we wouldn't all be working 20+ hours, internships, and 5-6 classes. I'm sorry, this stupid assignment wasn't my #1 concern this week. Get the fuck over it.
Re: Complaint of the day -
February 26th 2016, 10:27 PM
Finding out I didn't make a goddamn penny from the self-publishing project <<<
Not a huge deal, because I wasn't in it for the money, but I literally have a dollar and some change to my name and I don't have a job and I don't know if I'll be getting one anytime soon so some fucking profit would've been nice :-)
Re: Complaint of the day -
February 27th 2016, 12:48 AM
I did exactly what I was supposed to do, but it's not my fault that I got flat tire. I made the appointment as fast as I could, and was ready for the test. Why couldn't I just do it then? There was PLENTY of time.
And the hospital couldn't do the test, which is utter bs. It's a simple blood test.
Re: Complaint of the day -
February 27th 2016, 04:23 AM
I was having a good day. No anxiety, feeling hopeful and now I am overcome with depression and it all feels hopeless. I thought I was getting to a better place with my moods.
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 1st 2016, 12:30 AM
I'm working nearly 30 hours a week while going to school full time and after rent is paid, I'll be nearly broke. This town is too expensive, this school is too expensive, and my degree is worthless. So I'm wonderful.