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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Re: Complaint of the day -
December 16th 2013, 12:46 AM
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Can't fucking concentrate, things are slipping through my head. Tomorrow, it'll be done tomorrow. "You have bacon thighs." I easily laughed that one off. That didn't hurt, not at all.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
December 17th 2013, 08:35 PM
I think I'm going to faint. I need to eat at some point today.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
December 17th 2013, 10:44 PM
I feel like [CENSORED]and [CENSORED]!
Seriously, does the word "trigger" mean nothing to people?
Newsflash, there are people who struggle with eating disorder. So seeing fitness pics with ridiculous (and dangerous!) headings do make one want to... Well, yeah. [CENSORED]
Feeling sick before my final exam!
Also, i hate that I have to sit here for almost an hour *not* doing my exam!
Last edited by Chris; December 18th 2013 at 08:08 PM.
Reason: Combined posts
Re: Complaint of the day -
December 19th 2013, 12:50 AM
I failed an exam.
I'm triggered
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Re: Complaint of the day -
December 19th 2013, 05:05 AM
I told myself that I'd go to bed at eleven. So much for that. I need to get on an earlier schedule. Ugh.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
December 20th 2013, 12:49 AM
I think I'm going to end up cutting soon. I feel the need to. I wish he could be here. I just want to be in his arms, that's all I need right now.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
WE DECIDED MY BEST INTEREST, how can you know, how can you say what MY BEST INTEREST is? What are you trying to say, I'm crazy? Well, I went to your schools, I went to your Churches, I went to your institutional learning facility, so how can you say that I'M crazy? (Suicidal Tendencies)
Re: Complaint of the day -
December 20th 2013, 05:48 PM
I wish I could enjoy things too.
Actually had a teacher ask me if I was okay today. I just left it as I was bored and didn't want to be here, so she asked how I could be bored with all the activities. I don't dance, I don't do karaoke, I don't do crafts. So she asks me why I didn't just go to one of the rooms with movies.
I forgot the movie schedule, so that was out anyway.
Not to mention all the people I am friends with were in the cafe with all the main activities. I didn't want to be alone in a room of people.
I just can't be happy. Truly I wasn't just bored (although that was part of it), I just can't fit in.
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
Re: Complaint of the day -
December 21st 2013, 03:05 AM
I want to die. Maybe I can eat more. But then I'd have to cut. I wish it could be neither. Too bad I'm not enough.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
December 21st 2013, 03:48 AM
Played a horrible futsol game.
"Don't tell me you're not beautiful. You're the kind of beautiful the blind would see if we could figure out some way to give them three seconds of sight." -- Shane Koyczan
Re: Complaint of the day -
December 21st 2013, 06:36 AM
Instead of staying at a hotel like normal people we're sleeping in our car (when it's freezing temperatures outside) like the fucking poor family we are. My poor cats are squished on the floorboard and my mom gives no fucks. My feet are frozen because my mom took the blanket I was using for herself. Of course, you know, cause she's most important. My feet will freeze, but that's all okay because my mom is warm and comfortable and she is the main focus of the trip. We're just tagalongs. Burdens. She made us throw out a ton of our stuff because it was superficial and unimportant. Everything is done to her convenience. It's not about the safety of my poor cats, who are piled on top of each other, or her own children. The only thing i've eaten in the last six hours is half a bag of chips because the food I ordered at McDonalds was fucking disgusting. I shan't ask for food though, for it would be rather inconvenient and expensive. And we've got to consider my mother, you know.
Goddamn bitch. I honestly hope something happens to the cats from being squished in for nearly eight hours. Just so I can rub it in her face, just how ignorant and thoughtless and selfish she is.
As long as they don't make a sound, and no one complains and her actions aren't questioned and we kiss her feet and worships the very air she breathes, you know, that's all that matters. Never mind that she's turning our lives upside down just to make herself happy.
Re: Complaint of the day -
December 21st 2013, 03:39 PM
I'm fucking sick. Great. Perfect.
I wish I was enough for him, I think he's starting to lose interest...
I want to stop eating but that's too hard. I want to cut but that's too hard. God I'm such a fuck up...
My mom and dad are driving me up a fucking wall and I want to leave.
I wanna see him....
Re: Complaint of the day -
December 21st 2013, 10:05 PM
I'm uncomfortable.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
December 23rd 2013, 04:43 AM
I hate pms. Especially when it starts way before. I wish this time of year wasn't so triggering to me. But I know, that the last minutes as we're counting down to the New Year don't make it over. It triggers me more for a while. I feel like such a dirty slut.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first