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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
September 29th 2010, 04:36 AM
half the time I'm not very comfortable with sharing deep dark things about myself because if my friends really knew all the deep things about me they probably wouldn't be my friends anymore
theres only one person I feel comfortable opening up to
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
October 6th 2010, 11:07 PM
A part of me wants to see her, just once, so she can't see she hasn't beaten me. She never will.
I want her to know exactly what she did, and also that I've never been happier and a part of that is due to not being trapped by her anymore.
But a much larger and weaker part is still so afraid of her and just wants to run and hide from her forever.
Throw those curtains wide
One day like this a year would see me right
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
October 8th 2010, 01:09 AM
I want your pity. All of you (in life, not on TH). Even more than I want your love.
And I know how low/ pathetic this makes me.
I don't know why it's not working. I'm pretty fucking pitiable. (Not because bad things have happened to me- they haven't, conspicuously so- but due to the patheticism). (That's not a real word). (I wish self-harm didn't leave scars; it's my favorite vice right now).
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
October 8th 2010, 05:25 AM
I'm heterosexual but I think i have a bit of a minor girl crush on the lead singer Karen of Halestorm ever since i saw them live on saturday, hearing halestorms pretty much makes me jizz in my pants :S
The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows.
It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it.
You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
October 12th 2010, 08:26 PM
I don't feel like doing this anymore. I can't do this anymore, I think to myself and yet...
I had that exact same thought on repeat in my mind this time last year. And the year before that. And the year before that. This despondency is who I am now. I don't know that I'm capable of anything other than this self-absorption. I can't be anything to anyone, or mean anything. No one seems to be capable of reacting to me; I'm ignored.
But I don't want not to exist. I'm curious. There are good little moments. So.... what the fuck to do? Continue, I guess, this way. Who cares that
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
October 22nd 2010, 02:58 PM
I remember that day like it was yesterday. Whenever I look at you, it makes me want to scream the truth. All I can say is that I'm sorry for doing that to you.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
October 24th 2010, 10:36 PM
1. When in public I text myself and call the automated bank service to look like I'm not entirely alone in the world...
2. This isn't a bad place, but I can't stand being here, but have no way out and it's killing me. When I "go to the mall" I really just park in random lots and read books just so I can feel like I'm not in this damn place.
3. He's the only person who makes me feel sane, but he's the hardest person to get to be around )-:
I'm so lonely it makes me sick... literally.
-Let the Music Play-
"There's no way to explain why life is filled with so much pain. But do the flowers ever grow in the places it don't rain?"
"But the unfortunate truth is that, while being different from everyone else can be exciting at first, ultimately it can get a little lonely."
"The floor seemed wonderfully solid. It was comforting to know I had fallen and could fall no further."
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
October 31st 2010, 06:50 AM
If people keep treating me like I'm fabricating my mental health issues, I WILL snap!
Dare to be Different, to be Weird, to be a Freak. Overall, Dare to be yourself. Stamp Out Prejudice Hatred and Intolerance Everywhere
The Sophie Lancaster Foundation
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
November 3rd 2010, 06:13 PM
He's the one person I feel fully comfortable with, the one person I can tell anything without feeling worried or embarrassed, the one person I know will always be there for me no matter what. Now in three weeks he'll be back and I'll have to decide if I want to start our amazing relationship again. I'm scared that it's the idea of that perfect relationship I love now, and not him. I want to love him but I just don't think I do.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
November 3rd 2010, 07:52 PM
Im not happy with my girlfriend but im afraid if i dont stay with her i will be alone forever and i dont deserve to have someone always there for me and that is nice and doesnt drink away there problems like she does....i believe im dating a girl that has the same charactristics as my dad and i feel stuck
Lord, Thank You for everything
That I have come to know.
For all the trials I endured
You taught me how to grow.
Thank You for life's blessings,
You showed me how to love.
Thank You Lord, for filling me
with Compassion from above.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
November 3rd 2010, 09:09 PM
I don't think I'll ever be able to function in "normal" society.
Dare to be Different, to be Weird, to be a Freak. Overall, Dare to be yourself. Stamp Out Prejudice Hatred and Intolerance Everywhere
The Sophie Lancaster Foundation
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
November 10th 2010, 08:34 PM
#1 nothing would make me happier to see you, hold you, tell you how I truly feel about you, and never let you go.....
#2 I know that I wouldn't be good for you....
#3 I'm coming close to not giving a fuck about #2, and just going for it....
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
November 16th 2010, 01:06 PM
Why do you fucking ignore me now?
We were best buds , and someone got in the way!
She makes me want to hurt her , she wrecked it all , bulliedme and turned you against me.
I just wish she would move away or something! TBH I don't even know how she got into college , she's such a dumbass and never took studies seriously!
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
November 17th 2010, 03:33 AM
goodness just reading A FRIEND say they love you makes me go crazy...
even if it doesn't mean anything >_>
i've never been the jealous type, why am i now?
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
November 18th 2010, 12:03 AM
I went to the doctors and found out I had gained (a very small amount of) weight. I wonder why it's not working... Tomorrow, I plan to quit eating... And I know if I lose just a small amount more, I'll probably end up dead...
I love : )
"Love is simple... Don't be afraid, you're already dead."