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Jeez, get a life!
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November 16th 2011, 04:46 AM
I'm still not over him
something burning?
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November 16th 2011, 04:03 PM
No matter how much I convince myself I cant not bring myself to eat without having the need to excessively workout.
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November 16th 2011, 05:08 PM
Am I the only 17 year old schizo gay bedwetter??
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November 16th 2011, 11:35 PM
I like to sniff my boyfriends underwear. Now that's some secret, huh?
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November 17th 2011, 06:17 AM
No matter what, I seem to be in some sort of Hell.
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Condom Queen
Jeez, get a life!
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November 17th 2011, 06:17 AM
I don't always think about him when I'm "alone".
something burning?
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November 17th 2011, 07:16 AM
Everyday I battle my inner demons. And each day they win. I wish one day that I could win.
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November 17th 2011, 08:21 AM
Almost every night lately I dream about smoking or when I'm living with my dad how maybe I could make it a habit. I used to be the social smoker that never really got urges, but I'm starting to get addicted I think and I don't want to stop. I don't care about all the crap in them or how they shorten life expectancy, etc... I don't care and I just want to be able to go and smoke when I want to and not have to hide it from parents.
I'm addicted to laxatives and although the side effects scare me, I don't want to stop.
I'm addicted to the feeling of my empty stomach and if it's not growling in hunger I just want to die for failing.
I'm not ready to get better again, I love the feeling of hunger and losing weight, the feeling of the blade on my skin, and I deserve to hate myself.
I want to kill myself again and I don't think I'll tell anybody this time.
I sort of wish someone would tell on me who knows I don't eat so I'd have to get help.
I still love him even though he has broken my heart 3 times or more in 2 months.
I deserve the pain I'm in emotionally, I deserve to be abused my aunt, I don't deserve the freedom I may soon be getting.
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November 17th 2011, 09:38 AM
Your dreams are futile and your ingenuity was lost long ago.
And you can't blame me for it either.
One million miles away...
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November 18th 2011, 01:45 AM
Contrary to popular belief I am not a strong person, I only put on the mask of a strong person for the hopes one day it will happen.
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November 18th 2011, 05:10 AM
I just want someone to tell me what to do. No more decisions. I can't handle this anymore. Someone take over.
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November 18th 2011, 01:42 PM
I always wonder why I should even bother doing anything. I know when I go for something I never get it. No matter how hard I try it never happens. Fate just hates me.
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November 19th 2011, 01:33 AM
I feel like there is no way out of this and I just have to accept it.
And here you are living, despite it all.
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November 19th 2011, 02:44 AM
I haven't in 5 days. Oddly enough I haven't felt hungry at all.
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November 19th 2011, 06:14 AM
I'm pretty sure God hates me... That or he's a cruel some of a bitch that like fucking me over.... One of the two..
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November 19th 2011, 06:20 AM
I hate that I'm almost 18 and 16 year olds have done so much more then me. I fucking hate that.. I want to go out and have fun... and be social... but my fucking mom makes that so god damn hard... but thats right... everyone else can do shit.. bitch about doing the shit... and i have to work my ass off just to have a social life... so FUCK EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU that bitch about being tired on the weekend.. or "that youve done too much"... FUCK YOU
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November 19th 2011, 09:35 PM
I think I like you more than I'm letting on. It's so confusing.
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November 20th 2011, 03:47 AM
Ive never felt this feeling before, It feels odd, But in ways I like it.
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November 20th 2011, 04:41 AM
You make me feel so guilty.
And here you are living, despite it all.
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November 20th 2011, 07:26 AM
Where to begin. I was molested by a family member and dream about it every night. I don't eat nearly enough because the thought of eating food makes me nervous and the thought of gaining back weight makes me sick. And I cut more often then I would admit to anyone.
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November 20th 2011, 08:19 PM
I just want to hurt myself right now.
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Music is my escape
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November 20th 2011, 08:50 PM
R, you have no idea how much I would give for you to be here right now to save me from myself
no-one knows how bad it has gotten. my starving,cutting,suicidal thoughts,etc
"Friends are like stars; you don't always see them but you know they are always there" 
"It gives me hope. I love you so much. You give me a reason to breathe. Its something for me to not kill myself for" >>> means so much :')
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Never give up.
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November 20th 2011, 08:53 PM
I yield to temptation far too much.
"You, and only you alone,
Can build a bridge across the stream..."
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November 22nd 2011, 12:37 PM
I keep getting sick, and deep down I know that its my fault. What if I really screwed up this time?
And here you are living, despite it all.
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I can't get enough
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November 22nd 2011, 06:13 PM
I hate food.
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November 23rd 2011, 05:57 AM
I don't think anything will ever be enough for me, as much as I wish it was. What's the point in living?
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November 23rd 2011, 11:42 AM
I'm a bad influence to all my friends. They would be better off without me.
And here you are living, despite it all.
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I can't get enough
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November 23rd 2011, 07:03 PM
I feel hungry and I'm happy about it.
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Love Is The Movement
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November 24th 2011, 05:23 PM
My mental state is once again going downhill, and it's happening quick. I wish I knew what to do to stop it, but I know that once I it gets so bad there is no stopping it, except for one way: suicide.
"Shoot for the moon, even if you miss you'll land among the stars."
"For those who don't care, for those who can't see, never give up, always thrive to be free."
Smile, you are beautiful www.operationbeautiful.com
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November 27th 2011, 03:09 AM
I don't want to do this anymore. I don't want to keep throwing up and starving myself. Nothing is happening anymore. I lost so much weight in the beginning, but now I'm stuck. And I'm still fat. I'm still so fat. I want someone to help me through this, I'm afraid. I'm so afraid. Jeans that were once tight are now loose but I'm still fat. I'm always so tired and so hungry, but I stay up all night and don't eat until at least five or six each night. If I eat at all. I've thrown up blood more than once. I didn't tonight. I threw up everything in my stomach and there wasn't any blood this time. I'm glad there wasn't, it scares me even more when there is. It isn't much blood, but I really hope it's from an irritated throat and not from my stomach. I want help. I really want help, I want to stop before I end up killing myself. I don't want to die. I want help, but if I let anyone know they'll send me to a hospital and Carmen wouldn't understand. She couldn't understand, she was so upset when I was absent for one day. She's very autistic, everyone is so mean to her. She told me that I'm her sister. I can't leave her like that. I just can't.
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I can't get enough
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November 27th 2011, 02:11 PM
I want to live a happy life or not at all.
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Just breathe.
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November 28th 2011, 04:34 AM
I don't care. I know i'm loved..but i'm still selfish enough to want to kill myself. and even to try.
I don't want to get better. like for real.
I don't even know how I feel about you. I have to many things floating around in my head to know. And it makes me mad.
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November 28th 2011, 04:46 AM
im not perfect. learn this now.. maybe youll realize that and leave...
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November 28th 2011, 08:31 AM
I get mesmerized when I look at pictures of SH online...
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November 28th 2011, 12:15 PM
I don't know what love is anymore.
And here you are living, despite it all.
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November 28th 2011, 01:31 PM
I always tend to want something I know I can never get.
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November 30th 2011, 04:40 AM
No matter how often I try to get it out of my head, There is nothing more I want in life then have a chance to be with you. Its like a slim to none chance that it will ever happen. And I know I should just accept it. But I can't really let go of that sliver of hope. God I'm a loser.
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December 1st 2011, 05:58 AM
Soo triggered right now.
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December 1st 2011, 06:54 AM
I watch shows marketed for six year-old girls! (MLP:FiM)
Space Flight Awards
Geosynchronous Orbit (Kerbin)
Manned Capsule and return (Kerbin)
Space Station and Docking (Kerbin)
Equatorial/Polar Probe (Mun)
Landing Resulting in the Loss of a Kerbanaut (Mun)
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Life goes on...
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December 1st 2011, 07:13 AM
i know this is wierd to you but...I want To be anorexic so leave me alone until i become skinny then come find me. Food is my enemy.
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