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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
August 13th 2009, 02:30 PM
I want to die on on the one year anniversy of your death...I am not sure what scares me more, the fact that I am thinking like this or the fact that it's true.
"We will ask nothing. We will demand nothing. We will take." -- May 1968, French Graffiti
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
August 14th 2009, 03:51 AM
I dont want to date you--I'm not the kind of person who can be in a relationship. But that doesn't mean I don't want you...
...and I think I might make a move this weekend.
Yesterday I saw you kissing tiny flowers
But everything that lives is born to die
And so I say to you that nothing really matters
And all you do is stand and cry.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
August 15th 2009, 08:20 PM
I love him because i have for a long time but hate him because he hasn't talked to me since the split.
Then there's someone else i'm starting to like.
And someone else..
And if love is really all that we need,
Then even all my singing is never gonna save me.
Music it's my substitute for love
PM me i like talking about dinosaurs
Happy to talk about anything, though
Ooooh, i love Frank Turner and Noel Fielding. They.Are.Beautiful.
"there's a wave that is crashing over me, and all i can do, is surrender."
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
August 16th 2009, 01:16 PM
i couldnt care less who reads this, but i hope you read it. you have no idea what ur doing to me. i hate you for. you have made my life miserable and i want to get out. Now. i cant cope with you anymore. i just need an escape route. the moment one comes along, im taking it.
i want to be thin. i cant diet, i have no will power. i want to develop an ED
em
x
"No one can make you feel inferior with out your consent" Eleanor Roosevelt
"Come on:
Gentle my lord, sleek o'ver your rugged looks;
Be bright an jovial among your guests to-night"
(Macbeth, Act3, Scene2, William Shakespeare)
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
August 16th 2009, 10:23 PM
I hate children. I cannot stand them. Every time you ask me to babysit (for free), I want to hit something. I absolutely hate having to spend hours on end with your brat who's behaviour is atrocious and who is never disciplined for it. If I want to be a mother, I'll have my own child. Keep your kids away from me.
Not around so much now that school's started
"Live a good life.
If there are gods and they are just,
then they will not care how devout you have been,
but will welcome you based on the virtues you have lived by.
If there are gods, but unjust, then you should not want to worship them.
If there are no gods, then you will be gone, but will have lived a noble life
that will live on in the memories of your loved ones."
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
August 17th 2009, 12:39 AM
Don't give me any chances. Say it's not possible.
Tell me you never would want to date me.
I'm scared that if I have the hope that things might change...I'll never fall out of love with you.
At the same time...I want to have the hope though...
I want to think that there's a chance that someday things will change...
So I'm stuck in purgatory.
And as I have told you, I am yours, whether or not either of us actually wants this to be.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
August 17th 2009, 12:43 AM
It was me who drank the coke and hid it behind the refrigerator. I would take it back in an instant because I'm afraid I sent Pheobe down a destructive path. I'm truly sorry
how nice- to feel nothing but still get credit for being alive
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
August 17th 2009, 03:15 AM
I'm afraid someone loves me, but I don't love him back. I mean, you're my best friend, but I'm jut not interested in you, even though for some reason I wish you'd actually tell me for myself either you like me or not, just so I know. I like (maybe even love) someone else, who I'm not sure likes me or not back.
And I lie whenever I tell my mom that I love her.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
August 18th 2009, 12:54 AM
I turned my phone on silent and turned it over so I couldn't see it flashing. I'm horrible, I'm terrible, but I can't deal with this right now. I can't cope with having someone being dependant on me. I'm sorry. But it will never ever change for me.
Honey, you're familiar, like my mirror, years ago
.....
I slithered here from Eden just to sit outside your door
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
August 23rd 2009, 01:28 PM
When I get to uni I want to spend as little amount on food as possible, so that I get thinner, and can also afford to buy nice clothes.
I still miss "the good times" with my ex, even though I love my current boyfriend.
I'm jealous that my mum has a better social life than me. But I'm also glad for her.
I HATE YOU.
There are things I would change about you. And I think we will split up when we go to uni. I can't see us lasting.
I half wish I hadn't picked a music degree. I can never be arsed to practice. And I always want to be the best at what I do, otherwise for me it's not worth doing, so straight away I know my degree is gonna depress me.
I actually think Michael Jackson was gorgeous when he was "normal", before he became white!
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
August 23rd 2009, 04:59 PM
I feel uncomfortable around people in general. I don't know how to trust people and I don't think I have any real friends. but aside from all this i'm deliriously happy most of the time in the delusion i've created. I can't get very angry. Somtimes I think that I'm mentally unstable. I feel that animals are the only creatures on earth that can provide me comfort and I love my pets dearly. I've never felt love. I want to break out and change but i'm afraid everyone will hate me and the only people who might actually care for me will desert me.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
August 25th 2009, 06:58 PM
- i don't know who i am anymore.
- i can't sleep at night without your letters and all the stuff you have given me.. is under my pillow. if its not a feel even more lost & alone
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
August 26th 2009, 01:08 AM
I'm scared. Yesterday was a reminder that people die doing this, and sometimes it really can't be stopped. And it scares me. I worry about my family, and now for myself. Now that i got myself into this.
I wish i wasn't so scared, but i am.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
August 26th 2009, 01:45 AM
I was so afraid he would leave me that I left him so he wouldn't have the chance to... Now I'm afraid I made a horrible mistake, it's too late to go back...
-Let the Music Play-
"There's no way to explain why life is filled with so much pain. But do the flowers ever grow in the places it don't rain?"
"But the unfortunate truth is that, while being different from everyone else can be exciting at first, ultimately it can get a little lonely."
"The floor seemed wonderfully solid. It was comforting to know I had fallen and could fall no further."
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
August 26th 2009, 05:29 PM
You can tell I'm a daddys little girl now. Mummy can't control me these days, thank you daddy.
He's not who you think he is. But he's all I have right now and if the truth got out I think I'd end up running away from everything I have, he is looking after me more than you ever did.