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Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
January 14th 2010, 11:14 PM
Babe- Happy 11 months.
I really don't know where i would be right now if it weren't for you. Your the love of my life, my angel, my heart, my soul, and my everything. Without you in my life.. well things just would not feel right. You give me all the strength and courage to be me, not who everyone thinks i am, and i couldn't thank you enough. I can't wait for one year. I can't wait to spend time with you and person and have my arms around you.
Your amazing. Never forget it baby girl.
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January 15th 2010, 07:06 PM
You make me so happy, we're going to be something great. When you mentioned moving in a dorm together...ahhh! I got so happy. You have made steps in the past 2 weeks that my ex couldn't do in 8 months. I appreciate you and I can tell that this is the start of something amazing. Thank you for all the great memories you have given me already. I'm glad I can help you and you can help me the way we do. I love the way were moving mostly, I am staying focused on everything plus you. This is all so new, but I love it. I really do.
When all your friends have come and gone,
And the sun no longer shines,
And the happiness for which you long is washed away like an ocean's tide,
When all the hard times outweigh the good,
And all your words are misunderstood,
When the day seems lost from the start
You must follow your heart,
You must follow your heart.
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January 16th 2010, 12:43 AM
I'm so glad she is everything you never were.
She makes me happy.
She doesn't give up on me.
Didn't expect us to last this long eh?
You can't stay happy with one person, and that is kinda sad.
Shows that you do have a lot of issues.
You deserve to be ALONEEEEEEE.
Fuck you.
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January 16th 2010, 03:57 AM
I love you. I don't care about your flaws. I love you for everything you are and everything you aren't. I don't care if you don't feel the same way about me, though it pains me to know that our relationship will remain at a friendship. If you would just show me something--give me a sign indicating your feelings about me, good or bad... Not knowing is killing me.
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January 16th 2010, 05:01 AM
You are my best friend but deep down I am afraid to tell you that because I don't think you feel the same way. I know you care but I don't think I am anywhere near as important to you as your other friends.
I feel selfish for saying that because you have been there for me more than anyone else. You were the first person I ever told about my sh, ed, suicide attempts. And, you didn't run away.
I am so damn scared by the way that I trust you. I know there will be times when I get disappointed but deep down I know you would never hurt me and that scares me more than anything because I have never felt that way before.
I talked to you about my molestation a little more yesterday and you didn't run away. You talked to me about it and you listened and in return you talked to me about somethings you are struggling with. I have never in my life had that with someone. I have never been able to vent to someone and then have them turn around and vent to me . It made me so damn happy.
I look forward to seeing you and that scares me too because I am scared one day you are not going to be there. I am scared of what we have because everytime I get close to people I mess it up and I don't want to lose you.
I love you so damn much and it scares the shit out of me. I have let you in so much and that scares me too.
You actually seem interested in me and my well-being. I didn't have to bring it up or anything and you just asked "how are things?" "How are you able to eat now because before you didn't do it much" and I was able to answer you honestly and tell you that making friends helped.
God I don't know if letting you in is the right thing to do. I hate how much I trust you because if I ruin it I am going to be broken. I know our friendship is a good thing but it seriously scares the shit out of me.
Simply put; you are everything I have even wanted in a friend. Everything I never thought I would get and I am so damn scared that it is too good to be true.
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January 16th 2010, 11:08 AM
Thank you for repeatedly ruining my mood and then reminding me you'll be there for me. Why would I turn to the person who made me feel that way? I wouldn't. I know you like me but there is no need to control what and who I do, so just back off and leave me to be happy for once.
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January 16th 2010, 12:36 PM
you never new anything about me ive acted how you wanted my whoel life know that i actnormal u think im stupid and are actingwierd well this is who i realy am
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January 17th 2010, 06:12 AM
I know it's impossible to be with you, that's okay. You deserve better than me but I still want ONE night, one hour to see what it's like to be with you...
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January 17th 2010, 07:05 AM
You really are amazing baby. Please don't ever second guess yourself. I tell you this so much but i can't wait until I'm in your arms. I don't think i realize how amazing it will be when i first see you. We have come so far. I can't believe it will be one year soon. I want to spend the rest of my life with you babe. <3 We have something amazing.
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January 17th 2010, 08:56 AM
You don't know how much I really hate you! You don't care about me, you wouldn't care if I was to die. All you can think about is your stupid boyfriend. You think im doing this for attention, well its NOT for attention, you've changed SO much, you used to be so lovely. All you care about is that you are better off, you don't care about other people, you cry if someone says something mean about you, but can easily go hurt people and laugh...and its really not funny. You're so stupid i wish you could hear yourself.
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January 17th 2010, 11:33 AM
I went on your facebook and I shouldn't have.
I just couldn't help it.
I read a message between you and her.
You wrote "Me and Sammy will be making it official soon. But I will always love you."
What the hell am I supposed to do
You tell me she was horrible to you and that she did your head in.
I don't believe you. I don't believe you when you say you love me.
Me and her are complete opposites.
How would you spend 2 years with her, then immediately get with me (a complete opposite) and say that you love me?
One of us has been lied to, and I'm guessing it's me.
I guess I cant handle the fact that you were in a long term relationship before me.
I want you to love me. You're the first boy I can honestly say I fell in love with.
Why the hell did I expect it to be mutual ...
Just dump me and get it over with. You want her back. I know you do. Of course you do. Why would anyone love me. I'm nothing like her, so you should hate me for it.
I'm not as pretty as she is. I'm not as good with make up as she is. I've not got boobs like her. I'm not as popular as her. I'm not all confident happy smiley like she appears to be. I can tell just from her pictures that our personalities are completely different. I bet she doesn't get depressed like I do.
You will always love her ...
I wish you loved me
I wanna know what you've been saying to her, what she's been saying to you.
I so so so want you to love me. But I know you love her. Just tell me you want her, and get it over with.
And I can't tell any of this to you, because I shouldn't have been on your facebook.
I wish you loved me.
But I have to let go now.
I love you.
But I'm letting go of any hope that you love me.
I'm letting go.
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January 17th 2010, 03:36 PM
i love the way you make me feel
i love your eyes
i love your voice
i love the way it feels when you're arms are around me
i love the way your lips feel against mine
i love the way you can always make me smile
i love the fact that im always comfortable when you're around
i love the way that you look at me
i love the way you cuddle with me..
but right now...as things are... i hate..
i hate the way that i think i might be in love with you....
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January 17th 2010, 04:05 PM
I like you. I still don't know how much to trust you ~ not sure if I ever will ~ but so far you haven't really given me any reason not to. This morning was nice. I like how when I wake up in your house it's only down the road and round the corner from mine. Sometimes I worry that you might be using me for sex... but that's only because of the experiences I've had in the past.
Anyway, I like how things are at the moment. Lets just see where life leads us (:
Honey, you're familiar, like my mirror, years ago
.....
I slithered here from Eden just to sit outside your door
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January 18th 2010, 03:03 AM
AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
Three months then I'm going to move out on my own? In this world? WTF? AHHH!!! SHIT!!!!! Mom, Dad, I act like I have it all in control right now - but, I am fucking terrified and trying to deal with it the best I can. No more college, uncertain of where my life is going, going to be out on my own for the first time... oh fuck, man...... oh shit!
At least I'm finally becoming who I really am, a more 'punk' personality and presentation as a writer which should make life less stressful....
alright, prepare to KICK in doors and YELL for others to hear you..... is it okay if I'm arrested for trespassing sometimes? - hopefully
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January 18th 2010, 03:06 PM
Dear me; the new me,
The way grandpa looked into my eyes and told me Im a different person from just a year ago made me realize...
I am.
Walking on the beach everyday; praying, singing, just thinking about this new found life has been unbelievable for the past two weeks.
I think I finally found myself.
I stopped cutting, and never felt better.
I stopped smoking for two weeks now.
Im not sick anymore, not coughing, not hurting.
Though I am back at day one today with no smoking, Im ready to last another two weeks. And this time, maybe three.
I want to quit this habit, and I will.
From the other day when I saw Him, I think I finally, finally feel that it is not all my fault.
Yes what he has done will always stay with me, but I think I can move on now.
When I saw Him, I felt closure.
I feel so proud of myself. This feeling is new to me. And it will stay with me.
The passed two weeks maybe the best of my life.
I am a different, stronger person now.
Thank God.
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January 18th 2010, 06:06 PM
I'm not a fucking slut how could u even think I'd do that with u!
Life is to short to put it off anymore
You gotta live it before it’s too late
I can’t turn that clock back around
On what you’re dreaming about
You better do it now, don’t wait Do something crazy and dumb, while your still young. <3
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January 18th 2010, 08:50 PM
I fuckin hate you. And if you haven't figured that out by now, then you're just even more stupid than I originally thought. I wouldn't even be remotely phased if you just disappeared off the face of the earth. That's right. I wouldn't give a shit. Doesn't matter that you're my mother. You've never been a fuckin mother to me.
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January 18th 2010, 08:53 PM
I wish i could be with you, we had so much together and now your with someoneeklse, he will never love youasmuch as me or make you happy like i did. i fu****g hate myself for what i did
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January 18th 2010, 08:57 PM
How can you just walk back in to my life three years later and act like nothing happened. Where have you been? Why did it happen? I can't pretend everything's the same. Nothings the same.
and.
Either you're winding me up, or you're honestly an idiot. I don't know which one I'd prefer...
If the world is a cold place
Make it your business to start some fires
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January 18th 2010, 10:05 PM
I Can't Tell You What I Want...
Because I Don't Know Anymore
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ORIGINAL MCFLY FAN ®
"Another year over, and we're still together.
It's not always easy, but McFly's here forever
I know you believe me, when you look into my eyes
'Cause McFly never dies, because The Heart Never Lies!"
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January 19th 2010, 12:45 AM
Okay. I think I might have gotten over it now,
It was my fault that I found out anyway.
Of course you'll always love her, just like in a way I'll always love Andy. The only difference is that you're still in contact with her. She was your first love and your first everything. Of course you'll always have some kind of feelings for her.
I promise not to go on your facebook again. I just wish I knew what you were both saying.
You were lovely to me tonight ...
I'm sorry for my moods. If you werent there I don't know what I'd do.
If I'm honest I think too much of my life lies on you.
But I love you. I really do. And maybe I'll let myself think that you love me.
True, you loved her, and probably always will ... but you're with me for a reason, yeah?
You wouldn't make me wear your shirts when I was cold if you didn't care about me. You wouldn't pull me close and give me cuddles ... and you wouldn't have done all those nice things on my birthday if you didn't love me at least a little bit, right?
And today when you said "I can easily get lost in your eyes" and "Your smile makes me happy" it was really nice.
Thank you and I love you darling. You are perfect xx