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yeah we have had long talks about my problems and he knows i trust him and he once told me tht he trusted me. and i told him tht im here for him always, but hes stubborn and says tht he doesnt want to burden other ppl.hes silly and a total guy, they never want to talk about their feelings, maybe one day he will,i hope so

its okay, i understand. i want to talk to my best friend because i trust him and feel the most comfortable talking to him about it, but he is currently avoiding me. and he told me he is also depressed so i kinda dont want to burden him with my troubles when he has some of his own. i miss him terribly everyday and makes me so sad and angry tht i feel numb. i feel abandoned by him but ik he has my best interest at heart, he thinks he makes me worse, thts incorrect. i hate my life without him. i feel like life isnt worth it anymore

ohh some days is harder than others. somedays im so numb all i can think about is cutting. last night was bad, i tried calling my friend tht said tht he would talk to me if i ever felt like tht and he ignored my phone call. all i needed was a distraction. hope your doing better than me

its nice to meet you

Thanks. I felt a lot better after talking to him.

I went today. He seems alright. I'm getting referred so I can see him more regularly, but that'll take a couple of days minimum. But it's a start.

I'm managing.
I tried to see my school counselor, but the health centre wasn't open, so I have to wait till tomorrow. And the day's not been great, but I'm having something nice for tea, so that makes things a bit better.
Hester. x

I'm pretty busy too. Or at least, I should be. I just can't seem to motivate myself to do anything though.
Thanks for your support.
Are you still ok? Seeing as it's been a few days since we talked.

x

I'm just feeling down at the moment. It's not been a good week. But I'm going out today. Seeing an old friend.
It's good that you're good.

x

I'm... Not that great. But pulling through.
How are you?
xx